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Samantha Louise Nov 2013
What do you want me to do?
I'm stuck behind on what I believe is the truth.
Is this what I am feeling inside
Love, or am I too young to feel that high

I'm just lost
What are we now?
There's so much energy
Left on the ground

I've spent so much time on you boy
I've lost my mind
and it's impossible to rewind
if we press play what will we find?

I'm just lost
What are we now?
There's so much energy
Left on the ground

What do I do?
Move on from you?
It was never my plan
And I'll wait until you tell me I can.
Samantha Louise Nov 2013
Dressed in our lazy clothes
We're all comfy and warm from head to toe
Going to D&D;
Getting Iced Lattes
Watching lifetime movies

We're gonna grow up some day
I hope that we don't drift away
Since you moved here we've always been connected
Our Friendships Perfected.

Let's stop time
and change our lives
because the years are passing by
Our memories
were the best 4 years of my life
and I won't let it drift by
Samantha Louise Nov 2013
I miss everything about you
your little kisses on the forehead
baby that made my cheeks blush ruby red
I've just fallen for you crazily
and I'm not satisfied with what we're now.
What made us fall out?

Don't wanna lead each other on
but it's hard to see you everyday
and not want back the things that've changed

you make me smile all the time
and giggle when we look into each others eyes
but it's hard to keep the feelings away
when they're always there

I see you as a best friend
but there's still butterflies
and thoughts in my head
about if it'll ever come back
together

Don't let me go
but don't just hold on
because feelings are always there
and It all feels so wrong

You make me happy,
you make me smile
so why aren't we together

Why are we scared to do the things
that make us happy?
why don't we dare to let things
happen the way they should?

Even though all of this has happened,
we are still here and feelings are still there
so why don't we just restart
again and again

you know what I mean
It's what we always do
and it never get's old.
Samantha Louise Nov 2013
I need to go somewhere
I need to find somewhere
to be
There are so many journeys,
but so many worries
Holding me to succeed

And I need to
find my way
across the obstacles
I need to be
the girl I was supposed to be
but this is not me

I’m trapped in a life
that was not meant to be
I need my real mom
I need my dignity

you’re holding me back
And I’m getting off track
worrying about, you
I need to live my own life
It’s just so hard to be nice
when I can’t be on my own.

And I need to
find my way
across the obstacles
I need to be
the girl I was supposed to be
but this is not me

I’m trapped in a life
that was not meant to be
I need my real mom
I need my dignity
Samantha Louise Nov 2013
My heart just shatters
when we fight
I just want to run away
until everything's alright

I'm so scared to ever lose you
I never want to make you upset.
People make mistakes I'm sorry boo

Please don't ever leave my side
I can't picture not having you in my life
I'm always terrified that it's coming soon
but I trust in my heart you're heart will stay true.
Samantha Louise Oct 2013
You're too young.
You're too young to let go.
You're too young to give up.
You haven't lived long enough
You still have a grander life to live

I wonder how your mother felt,
walking into you not alive
She never even thought
she'd ever see her baby girl die.

And what about your sister,
She probably felt so bad
about all the times she picked on you
and she knew it made you sad

What about your father
what is he gonna do?
How is he gonna live his life
without you?

People at school are talking,
They're all wondering why.
What made her so sad?
that she just wanted to die?

How does your girlfriend feel?
She's broken into pieces,
This doesn't even seem real.

I never thought you'd go
I hope you'd never fall through
Bad things happen to good people
and that happened to be you,

Everybody will be praying
in hopes that on the other side
people will be up there to love you
and maybe you'll look down too.

I never wanted this to happen,
nobody did.
You were so innocent, so brilliant
And now you're gone.

It's really sad to see how much people care
after it's too late.
If we all showed appreciation,
we wouldn't have a funeral date.

© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Samantha Louise Oct 2013
Smile, Smile, Smile.
Inhale the green
Exhale the negative
thoughts.

Laugh, Laugh, Laugh.
Forget about the past,
move onto other tasks

Live, Live, Live
There's a reason that you're here,
and that's not to disappear.

© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
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