You don't know what love is,
you don't understand the pain,
If you just can forget all the memories
and tell me that everything has changed

I don't understand how you can do that,
Do you not remember what we had?
I used to think that you were different
but again, I'm stuck here and I'm sad

You wanna go back to how we used to be
but let's face it, why go back when there's already
the history
to look back on everyday
but you clearly don't wanna stay

I can't change your mind
and make things right
but I'll try to because
I want to hold on tight

because you're not worth losing
even though you are bruising my heart
I'd give you a thousand chances just to
reverse and just restart

Because hearts break,
but they're all mistakes
in the end we come crying
we never wanted goodbyes
and, we just need to try,
and start again,
because we always come together
in the end

© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt

I'm lying here in a field of flowers
come and lay right next to me
we can watch the clouds
Close our eyes and live in the dream

Listen don't worry, don't be sour
When you get to know me
I'll give you all the power
to be the happiest
dreamer,
you can be

You gotta believe in yourself
and throw away, all the sadness
just try to enjoy the world
and forget all the madness

Forget about the future,
forget about the past,
forget about, all the things,
you're living your life too fast  

Just enjoy everything around you,
especially the trees,
Not about the government but
what we're all turning out to be

Just try to be peaceful,
just love everyone,
and your life
will simply become,
positive vibes

© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt

I'm just so torn apart and worthless
I can't help but be confused
I would eat but I'm too nervous
I just might need a drink or two

I would drink away my problems
No one would seem to care
This society is a big party
And depressions floating in the air

So save me
I'm dying
Depression
Is eating me alive and
I can't breathe
I'm crying
Anxiety
Is killing me tonight

So grab a knife
Put the blade through your skin
Nothing seems to help my heart
Nobody seems to ever listen

I just cake my face with makeup
To help my insecurities go
But even if it's mascara
My pain will start to show
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So save me
I'm dying
Depression is eating me alive and I
can't breathe,
I'm crying,
Anxiety is killing me tonight


What would you do
If you only knew
Would you just feel bad
or would you try to reverse
the sadness

So save me I’m dying depression is
eating me alive
and I can't breathe,
I'm crying,
anxiety is killing me tonight.

© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt