The hurt is still the same
I can't believe that once again I fell for your stupid game
You changed me
And now it's still hard for to see

I keep it all inside my mind
But another love is just impossible to find
You were my all
But 1 year later and not even a call

And this is how it ends
With a broken heart that can't mend
I never got to say bye
But now I know that it was all just one lie

1 year later
and I still can't let it go

I can't believe it
I just look out at the rain and sit
my world has flown apart
just as quick as a flying dart
everything was going so great
now everything is filled with hate

I like it here
its way better then living in fear
its been a hard road
this is all such a big load
all I can do is hang on
put  everything aside and put a happy face on

I miss the way things used to be
I miss when my Dad believed me
I miss when I felt like someone cared
now all i feel is scared
one thing changed it all
now i'm lucky if you call
it hurts but you taught me
to be brave and don't let fear show
i guess you was right
now I keep my feelings wrapped up tight
no one knows what I really think
I guess that's how it will always be
bottled up inside are the things I could never say
just gotta take it all day by day

im scared to give in again
I dont know if I can win
you try and try
spend nights with nothing to but cry

then something is restored
i am no longer bored
one look
and my life unravels like a never ending book

you have to have hope
and not always assume the answer is nope
keep on
its worth the fight
try with all your might

All I wanted was you
I wanted to be able to call you my boo
You broke my heart
but I just can't part
the tears I cry
I still somehow want to give it another try
I just don't know why
when clearly you are ready to say bye

Im done with waiting for a response
Im done with pretending we had nothing
Im done having regrets
Im done thinking you could ever change
Im done wondering what if....
Im done thinking I ever had a chance
          Im done with you........

maybe there is hope
maybe things can change for the good
maybe things arent as bad as it seems
maybe this could have a good outcome
maybe this could be it
maybe happiness does exist
maybe not everything is bad

It's all a sudden rush of the past
Everything seems to have went by so fast
It's so hard to concentrate
Living each day date by date

It's hard to think about
The thing is you would go back without a doubt
It gets harder with every unanswered message you send
You just can't help to bend and bend

You don't know how much more you can make
It all seems like an illusion, all so fake
Some days it seems like there's hope
Days you can get by without the dope

Step by step you make it
Every little bit by bit
Then the rush comes right back
It hits like a huge smack

Then you go once again

I thought it would last
i just wanted someone that wouldn't judge me for my past
I guess I was wrong
I think of you during every sad love song

you don't know this
I still remember when we had our fist kiss
Its all over now
I guess I keep wondering how

I remember the day
when I knew everything to say
I see you now
I  don't remember how
I just forget everything
Now I see what we have is nothing

Its aches to see
But maybe you just have to realize its not meant to be
I thought we had it all
But you just let me fall

No matter what
I know you will never choose me
Im done

theres nothing more to do
i thought u felt the same too
I was wrong
now i will do what I always do
Just let go
It hurts but you get used to it
every little bit by bit
it all builds up
and to think before I never even had the courage to say sup
all this time
I wasted it all just because I wanted you to be mine
its all changed now
now I just think how?
How could I let this happen?

Time passes
The feeling remains
I guess what the say is true
you never know what you got until it's gone
I never thought
maybe something could be different
you always assume
then go back and think about it
dont let a good thing go
then you live it all with regret

I shouldve known something would go wrong
i shouldve known things wont ever go right
I shouldve known there was no point in trying
I shouldve known it wouldnt be how I expected

People say not to care
i guess thats only fair
I shouldve listened

something inside me
has a feeling that maybe it could be meant to be
this is something new
that is only known to few

my heart beats fast
I hope that u can be my last
I can picture it
me and you would be the perfect fit

I just dont know who I am
I just dont know where im goinna be
I just dont know what I want to be
I just dont know what im going to do
I just dont know how its going to happen
But what I do know is I want you