Teeth clicking clumsily
Lips caressing,
Candy and dragon's blood on my tongue

Hands fumbling
Clothes shedding
Discoveries and ecstasy

All this I wish to have
And You I wish to hold
And my Heart I wish to give

A golden angel living in Hell
Pulling and guiding me through these flames
Until we're up in Earth's graveyard of decay
Pushing through with a wave of power bigger than we are alone

You keep me going
I think Life can't be so bad, so long as I have you
So I can't ever let you go

And yet...

Something's hiding, and it terrifies me.
A voice drilling horrible things into my brain,
Telling me that this is all a lie, a fantasy.

I don't deserve you,
I'm dead weight in your journey.
I'm not enough, I'm too much.

I don't want to drag you down.
You're my world, my galaxy
But can I let go of fear
when that fear is all I know?

Maybe some day I'll wake up from my nightmarish life
And by some chance you'll still be here
Maybe some day this will be real.