There was once an empty girl
In a too full world, a girl
Who returned to the Sea.

There was once an empty world
Full of nothing
And a girl who was full of wonder, full

To the brim, about
To overflow
And make a mess, about to

Marr the perfection of
Delusional people, who were so
Full of ****, and full of

Themselves, full of
Everything and
Nothing at all.

happily wander
soaking in the world
and every other option.

seducing
innocents, they drink it in,
**** them in

with illusions
of happiness and
dark eyed children, but

i see your
dark minded
soul.


happily wander
with assurance of
self, but

your
lust is
blinding you, as

is the world.

How hard it is
To say goodbye
When all is left unsaid

How hard it is
To hear you sigh
Unwelcome in my bed

How hard it must be, for you
To have anyone
You choose

How hard it must be, for you
To have everyone
To loose.

Do you remember?
we were as high as it is humanly possible
to be, and the world was
warped,
twisting around us.

I was falling, at first,
into insanity, and
i cried as i realized
that everything was over,
and then

We were holding each other,
and i felt love for the first time
curled up in your arms;
we were
curled up in the worlds arms.

I think i understand now, that
everything just
is.
that you are, and i am
separate.

I think i understood that
i shall never change, the world shall
never change, you shall never
ever
change.

And then you were gone
and i felt our friendship
disintegrate,
obliterated
with your disappearance, and

I died along with it, before
the hospital trip,
before
understanding
everything.