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1.5k · Jan 2012
Zombie.
Saige A L Flores Jan 2012
I am a zombie
Walking in the darkness
That is my life
I think everyone feels like this once in a while.
1.3k · Jan 2012
Living With Out Caring.
Saige A L Flores Jan 2012
I am living for the now
barely planning for tomorrow
this slippery *****
pulls me down
and fills me full of sorrow

Feeling rarely human
days pass by with out knowing
if today i'll give a ****
if my blood would stop flowing...
1.0k · Mar 2012
Shadows Saving My Sanity.
Saige A L Flores Mar 2012
Black figures appear before me
their darkness creeping towards me
shadowy apparitions is all I see,

Are they creations of my imagination; like a hallucination?
or is it all real and it's just been hidden from the population.

They have devoured half of the room
their essence now leaking drops of doom
and in me fear starts to bloom,

Terror spreads through the air
injecting me without a warning or a care
trying so hard not to give into despair.

they surround me, darkness ready to engulf me
fear builds up but part of me is as calm as can be
they're inches away and I freeze up and I can’t break free
but I notice something just before they reach me
a chest with something written on it, I squint and try to see,

"There is darkness so rare and powerful we serve to protect it so we conceal
this chest that contains the power to awaken and yield
the inner darkness within the chosen and is only to be revealed
to those that complete the transition to have the ability to turn into one of the true forms of Fear"

I barely finish reading when i feel the first cold rush of air
I wonder if I’m one of the chosen, then another cold blast hits and messes with my hair
painful chills running up and down my spine and I can’t take it anymore, I shout and swear
then darkness engulfs me and after a couple seconds I stop struggling, I’m floating midair

I'm floating and I lose myself, slowly giving in
still in the back of my mind I fear for my sanity
no pain yet but waiting for it is almost as bad and I'm slowly being driven
to the end of my patience and I can’t take it anymore, I'm so close to the edge of insanity
that’s when the heat burns my insides; my mouth opens automatically spewing out profanity.

The heat keeps on burning and I'm just screaming, wondering how long till the end
no longer swearing because it’s worse now all I can do is shout but I can no longer pretend
and I just wish I’d die already but then I feel a shift and finally the burning starts to descend
I'm wondering how bad I must look all burnt but as I open my eyes I begin to comprehend
I'm staring at the shadows that I feared not so long ago but now that transcend

Still shrouded by darkness but now I see past that, I see how peaceful looking they really are
They smile at me and I do too and it doesn't feel awkward at all, I think about scratch and scar
I remember burning pain and ask them what happened to me, slightly raising my voice a bar

Movement catches my eye as the one with the chest appears before me
their angelic beauty now easier for me to see
His gaze now upon me, I wonder how he came to be

"The darkness in you that laid dormant is now awake
It spread burning through your body like a snake
Testing your strength by seeing how much you can take
At the end you completed and accepted your fate."

While he answered and explained my excruciating pain
concentration becoming difficult to maintain
His voice sending shivers through me driving me insane
Tremors that I can no longer mask or refrain,

He continues on with his explanation,
"You are Fear reincarnated through transformation.
Chosen to complete its personification."
Trying so hard to maintain my concentration
While wondering if I've become a damnation

I ask, " why me, why now?"
He answers, "its your destiny and you were now ready to complete the vow,
fill others with fear and continuing to endow"

I respond, "does that make me evil, is it in my blood?"
He says, "this is what you were meant to be, to spread fear like a flood"
His answer freezing me, my veins filling with cold blood.

"So my duty is to disperse fear?" I say,
"yes because fear gets rid of the decay,
the weak who don't deserve another day."

"This darkness is yours to empower,
As I now bestow you with this infinite power."
He opens the chest and a blinding light erupts and surrounds me as I cower

Once the light is gone and I can open my eyes
something in me awakened by the light, starts to arise.
Suddenly this amazing energy erupts and flies
Through my veins filling me with joyful cries

As the newly awakened darkness surges through me igniting my skin,
I'm feeling invincible as Fear's power grows within.
The venom flowing in my veins causes others to sin,
As I snap out of it's amazing trance with a mischievous grin.

Finally realizing what I'm meant to be,
I now accept what was destined for me.
"I embrace you Fear and now I harbor thee,
Spreading darkness to those who try to flee."
Ya its pretty long, more like a story but still a poem. I hope you get to read all of it and give a constructive comment :D
935 · Apr 2012
Your Entrapment.
Saige A L Flores Apr 2012
As these few words
capture your attention
confusion devours all your comprehension,
your mind lays trapped
forever in another dimension...
Ya i know its weird and doesn't really make any sense but i guess everyone can think of their own words that can sometimes entrap them. lol :D
739 · Apr 2012
Freed From Abuse.
Saige A L Flores Apr 2012
Calling all the used, beaten and broken
today we march to the front lines
leaving behind the fear they have awoken
as we break free from all their lies,

No more will we stand your constant abuse
for we are strong and have nothing left to lose
so heed this warning before you let loose
our rage that will leave more than just a bruise...
This is for all of you who have been or are in a relationship or have a family member or someone that physically and or mentally abuses you and you just go on and take it. I say to you, no I plead that you STOP!!!! Don't let it continue because sooner or later it's going to get worse. Because in the end either you will be left broken from all the torture or one day your just going to explode and do something that you'll end up regretting for the rest of your life. So please get help, talk to someone you can trust and yes I know it sounds kind of sappy by now but I know somewhere out there is a poor soul taking hell and not having anyone to help them. Hopefully my words help out those people that need to stand up and say "NO MORE!!". Because trust me when you finally break free from all the torture and abuse you will feel light as a feather like you can fly away, finally being able to breath again without fearing what harm tomorrow will bring. Thank you all for stopping by and taking the time to read this. :D
704 · Mar 2012
The Hungry Anticipation.
Saige A L Flores Mar 2012
We gather and form the line
Enduring the frozen weather
We await hungry for a sign

Finally released to find our seats
We sit now starved for the flames
As the anticipation and excitement competes
For the start of the wicked games...
693 · Mar 2012
Inhaling You.
Saige A L Flores Mar 2012
Inhaling your essence
I can feel you floating
Flowing through my veins
Mingling with my blood
Intoxicating my mind
Rushing through like a flood
Your venom leaving me blind...
670 · Apr 2012
The Last Hope.
Saige A L Flores Apr 2012
I scream up to you sky
send us your tears
Let them wash away
our dreadful fears
cleanse the worlds filth till it disappears
and let hope bloom for many more years...
I felt really post-apocalyptic today and came up with this. :D
Saige A L Flores Apr 2012
The body of the deceased
on it's death bed it lays
the air reeks as it begins to decay
causing the evidence of ****** to fade,

No rest for the dearly departed
as long as the crime stays unreported,
maggots begin feeding on the flesh
the body rots, ceasing to be fresh,

Now the bone is stripped of skin
completely consumed of its exterior
revenge begins to spread within
it reanimates to devour it's killer's interior...
Sorry I've been watching too much CSI: Crime Scene Investigation, Las Vegas. lol Except here the dead gets it's revenge :D
603 · Mar 2012
Asylum Life.
Saige A L Flores Mar 2012
Lost and broken
laying on this floor
cold and solid
screaming through metal doors

Soulless and brainwashed
locked and restrained
never to get out
forever drowning in pain.
583 · Jan 2012
A Beach Day.
Saige A L Flores Jan 2012
The sun rising over the mountains
it's light beaming through the glass
the clouds saving our skin and soul
finally the sunset's over the beach
moon glistening on the ocean's face
my salvation just out of reach...
Not wanting a beach day to end.
580 · May 2012
Bored To No End.
Saige A L Flores May 2012
Nothing to do
no one new
boredom devours
minutes turn to hours

Frustrating me
why cant you see
how could it be
that i cannot flee...
Boredom :D
570 · Jan 2012
Venomous Shadows.
Saige A L Flores Jan 2012
In the night of the day
shadows lay with greed
always they stay at bay
waiting for the light to fade
letting their venom lead
by unleashing it's wrath
against the powerless and weak...
555 · Feb 2012
The Shell and The Occupant.
Saige A L Flores Feb 2012
You say I have changed
but no such thing has happened
I have always been this way
my thoughts always blackened

This darkness that secretes
I withhold no longer
her strength increased
has become ever so darker

Now catching your eye
I glow her black fire
you ask me why
I give into desire?

Simple is my response
we are to be one
in her I ensconce
and now I suggest you run!
541 · Mar 2012
The Need.
Saige A L Flores Mar 2012
As,
my mind races too fast
my body begins to tremble
with memories from the past
causing my control to disassemble

Finally,
I give into it and now I'm fighting to stay sane
as its sweet venom runs through my veins
slowly numbing my desire and pain

Now,
electrifying power surges through me
as the venom devours my every inch
leaving me joyful and happy as can be...
Take this any way you want...
507 · Mar 2012
To Awake.
Saige A L Flores Mar 2012
Awakened by whispered thoughts
Fog cloaks your memory's clock
A wrestle within you ensues
Searching for times key to unlock
498 · Jan 2012
Dreams of the Insane.
Saige A L Flores Jan 2012
Bubbles and blood
dangle in the light
suspended in the night
sanity leaves surrendering
leaving its fright...
I had a dream like this once with the bubbles and some that looked like blood. It looked freaky in the night but i couldn't move or scream all i felt was this unexplainable fear. I woke up and felt like i was going crazy. I eventually calmed down and just had to write it down :D
496 · Jan 2012
The Man I Thought He Was.
Saige A L Flores Jan 2012
I knew u weren't perfect 
but I thought u understood me
I know noone is perfect 
but I thought u didn't judge me
now all you've ever said is questioned
the one person that has been there from the beggining 
has turned into a stranger
worse,
my own personal traitor..
491 · Apr 2012
Painful Dreams.
Saige A L Flores Apr 2012
Dreams of you
nothing but pain
is all I feel
when I awake

Loathing the love
you make me feel
torturing me with
dreams that feel so real...
Lately I've been dreaming about my past relationships and it really *****...
491 · Mar 2012
The Purgers.
Saige A L Flores Mar 2012
We who detest our mirrored sights
Purge through days hours time
Struggling to end these daily fights
We stop to reverse our latest crime

Now we stand content
Ready for the next battle to commence
Repeating our daily routine
Always hoping for the end and
to float away and be free.
485 · Apr 2012
Zombies All Around.
Saige A L Flores Apr 2012
Zombies running and playing
outside they chase down meals
as we all hide from their slaying
they become our worst fears...
476 · Jan 2012
Night Terrors.
Saige A L Flores Jan 2012
Middle of the night
eyes bleeding
with dry tears
body aching and pleading
from restless years
full of shadows always appearing...
457 · Jan 2012
The Insomniac I Become.
Saige A L Flores Jan 2012
Oh stress
how you feed my
ever growing insomnia,

My mind is racing
from thoughts of the day
cant you just let me rest
and just stay at bay,

At the end
no sleep for me
leaving no other option
but to start another day indeed...
451 · May 2012
Your Destruction.
Saige A L Flores May 2012
Ashes from your fire
drift to all who desire
flames dispersing all around
burned me till I drowned...
This one is about how some people don't notice how their actions affect other people. Selfish, rude, conniving *** people.
448 · Jul 2012
Lost In Tears.
Saige A L Flores Jul 2012
When the innocent fall
down to the earth
shedding down childish tears

they scream out to those they've lost,
"why did you have to go,
why did you leave me all alone?!"
It's a sad day when one loses their parents.
433 · Jan 2012
Love: the word.
Saige A L Flores Jan 2012
Love is but a single word
full of meaning and promise
that can unite or destroy lives,
not to be taken lightly
the time bomb this word is
has time and time again
demolished all dreams
of these foolish beings
we call ourselves; humans...
428 · Mar 2012
Sweet Release.
Saige A L Flores Mar 2012
Silent screams to calm the nerves
Release the demons with no horns
That thrash between skin and bones
427 · Feb 2012
Won't You Just Get Along.
Saige A L Flores Feb 2012
Not peace
but at ease
we're all humans
that bleed,

Till the end
on our death bed
we will all be free

So please
don't let the streets run red
filled with blood and disease,

Lets let our hearts rest 
and put them at ease.
Feeling very political and thinking of war.
424 · May 2012
Around They Go.
Saige A L Flores May 2012
Around they go without a soul
as they take the city whole
around they go out of control
blood spills now forever to flow...
zombies, Zombies, ZOMBIES!!! lol
412 · Jan 2012
Never Ending.
Saige A L Flores Jan 2012
The lasts moments
feel like never ending,
but now the memory's
are truly evil...
You get past a moment but memory's stay with you forever.
409 · May 2012
Forever Lost.
Saige A L Flores May 2012
Hide and seek
with the mind in me
cant you ******* see
I will never be free,

Around I go
with time to blow
lost and forgotten
I begin to rotten,

Nothing left to find
as I flee my endless confine
to the land of the sublime,
leaving behind this earthly body of mine...
I get so lost in my mind that sometimes I'm scared I'll never be able to come back. Reality is hard to keep a hold of when it's the one place that you feel the most out of control. Sorry for the weird thoughts but ehh every once in a while everyone gets them :D
378 · Mar 2012
Feeling The End.
Saige A L Flores Mar 2012
Ever wonder how life ends
and if its ever enough
to live it right making amends
even when life gets tough.

As Death approaches soaring higher
I only have a couple minutes left
my incoherent thoughts going haywire
how many will this disaster effect
as I start to run the light grows brighter.

Moving as fast as i can trying to stay aware
as I run through these empty streets
I suddenly feel a push of cold air
making it hard to hear past my own heart beats
as the wind picks up speed I start to feel despair  

Just wanting to make it to where I belong
surrounded by those I love
but i can no longer bear it, the wind is just too strong
the light now growing brighter and more intense above
now knowing i haven't got long

Fear begins to overpower me
and i feel its close to the end  
So I shut my eyes not wanting to see
and tell myself its all fake, just pretend

I stop thinking and shut off my mind
letting all of my feelings go
hoping that god knows i tried
but none of it mattered as the sky began to glow
then came the blow and in the end we all died...
This was inspired by a dream that felt so real. That even after waking up and knowing it was just a dream i still felt the hopelessness and the feeling that death can take you whenever it wants.
356 · Mar 2012
The Haunting Truth.
Saige A L Flores Mar 2012
Her ghost haunts
My dark dreams
I'm lost in thought
When she finally speaks
"Your killing yourself,
can't you ******* see?!"
I scream back
"I know but I just can't leave!"

— The End —