Dark room
And it smells like sugary perfume
Consumed by my thoughts..
How much does your love cost?
I cant breathe
I'm only drowning.
Watching as the world fades away..
Goodbye I'm off to a better place.

I dont know if I try hard enough.
Maybe I get mad too much.
I swear I dont want to lose you.
But how can I keep you
If I use no effort
Our relationship has grown in comfort
Our relationship has grown in ways like never before
I'm more than blessed to have
Such an amazing man
I'm truly blessed
to be able to lay on your chest
And call you mine.
I need you by my side
Yeah... That's something I cant deny..
You keep me steady
You keep me alive..
Please dont ever leave me..
I'm only trying to be the best..
The best you've ever had..

Butterflies in my stomach
Like when you ride a rollercoaster
Or the smell of cookies fresh out the oven.
I say goodnight yet I stay up an hour afterwards
Just because I cant get you off my mind.
Constantly running through my mind...
Its like this was all perfectly timed.
Everything fell into place..
I need to see you. So here I patiently wait.

When night falls the thoughts become darker
When night falls my soul slips even farther
Though I no longer feel happiness
I reminisce about our sappiness
It's time to move on
No not what you think
Only to my next life
Where I'll forever he freed

Red... Full of life.. Beautiful..
But why is it when you try to love it, it stabs you and hurts you..
The pain makes you drop it..
As it falls to the ground the rose feels nothing but pain also..
Because it cant be loved..
And this beautiful rose only damages the people who attempt to love it...

Youre the love of my life...
I was supposed to be your wife..

I miss you like crazy..
Yesterday is a little hazy..
Come back to me..
Lemme show you that you're my king..

Crowded with people
Yet I feel alone.
I have a fake laugh now
Just have to carry on...

One day I'll roll over
I'll kiss your cheek
As you snore asleep
Ill whisper in your ear
"Baby I'm forever here" <3

Walking in the hallways I see no one but you
How I got you to be mine? I have no clue.
Its crazy because I've never felt this way
And I still have our song on replay
I talk to you all day
i get sad when you go to sleep because i hate for you to be away
Yes humans need sleep yeah yeah I know
But sometimes I want to take that leap
Into our future where things are perfect
Into our future when everything was worth it.

No good
Like a rotten apple
Feeling worthless
Feeling stupid
Why can't I do anything right?
I just wasn't worthy
So I take this paint brush
Put it to my wrist
I think of all the things you've said.
The good and the bad..
I don't end it I just have no choice but to be sad..

The man I love is still there
I'll make you find yourself again baby I swear
Just give me a chance to be your friend
And from there we'll move on to something that will never end

I gave yo my everything
In return you broke every piece of me
How dare you not care for me
How dare you be okay
Knowing you hurt me so tramindesly
I haven't ate
I haven't slept
All I do
Is ******* cry over you

Baby
Love bug
Husband
Father of my unborn
The best thing that's ever happened to me
You're the air I breathe
Forever mine
Us until the end of time <3

I heard you're with someone new
I guess I wasn't good enough for you
You make me feel like ****
I don't even wanna be alive man
**** this ****