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174 · Oct 2016
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Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
I say stay
But you insist to go
I say don't do it
But you prefer to keep on with it
172 · Jul 2017
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Cyphers Queen Jul 2017
Hands intertwined
Hearts combined
As I stare into your eyes
I begin to realize
You are the man I want to spend forever with
You are the man I want to have a future with .
I know we fight I know we argue
But baby believe me when I say
I'll always stay by your side
Even when we fight .
I'll kiss you I'll hold you
I just want you to get the clue
That **** it I'm the one for you
Us against the world
I want you forever .
I know this is cheesy but
You're my kind of cheddar
**** i can't explain how much I love you . You're all I want . You make me feel alive . Don't ever give up on me .
167 · Oct 2016
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Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
Crowded with people
Yet I feel alone.
I have a fake laugh now
Just have to carry on...
167 · Nov 2016
Simple question
Cyphers Queen Nov 2016
Was I ever the love of your life...
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
Nothing last forever my ***
My love for you will live for an eternity
No matter what you put me through
I cry in the shower
Wondering
What the **** have I ever done to you
Was it because I was real with you??
Was it because I sat on the floor and cried in your room
What we had
It was ******* real
What we had
You'll never ******* find anywhere else
I hate that you said you loved me
I hate that you woke up one morning
And decided that you were ******* done with me....
I told you baby.... one day you would wake up and no loneger love me....
163 · Dec 2016
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Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
15
I know you still love me
I know you think of me
I know you didn't mean those things you said to me
Because you love me
And you love our baby
I was once your everything
Now I can't even sleep at night
I stay up wondering where I went wrong that night
I'll never understand
**** it man I want you back.
Tell me you love me one more time...
159 · Oct 2016
as anxiety takes over
Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
I miss you more than anything
You said you'd be here for me through everything
I need you now more than ever
But you are no where to be found
156 · Oct 2016
A New Me
Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
He must be happy
Knowing that he broke me
Driving around town
With nothing but some tears and a frown
He made me a new person
One who believes she's beautiful
In and out
Even with no make up standing in a crowd
154 · Nov 2016
Part two....
Cyphers Queen Nov 2016
As I write this letter
saying goodbye is the hardest thing ever
I know you'll miss me
I know you you'll cry
But you only have till mid night
Maybe 8 o' clock
To save me from death..
To show your love for me.... ****
If not then I guess I'll be gone..
Bring me my bear
Tell them to lay it near my hair..
6 feet under.. you only have a couple hours....
4 o'clock and I'll be gone
152 · Aug 2016
Red Paint
Cyphers Queen Aug 2016
Put this paint brush to my wrist
Paint a picture as beautiful as a kiss
I'm sorry I can't stay here anymore
I meant no harm
I wanted to make you happy
But I feel like I can't even get that done...
So now ill paint a picture on my wrist
And you'll remember me by the color red
152 · Aug 2016
B R O K E N
Cyphers Queen Aug 2016
Being broken like a piece of glass
Always being put last
Breathing. But what for?
I cant take much more.
Its like a repeating chain of events..
Chain of brokenhearted events..
Slit my wrist once..
Twice..
Three times..
But who will notice ?
Everyone gone anyways...
149 · Oct 2016
Truth be Told
Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
Youre the love of my life...
I was supposed to be your wife..
I love you... But what now..
149 · Sep 2016
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Cyphers Queen Sep 2016
I miss you like crazy..
Yesterday is a little hazy..
Come back to me..
Lemme show you that you're my king..
147 · Aug 2016
Anxiety...
Cyphers Queen Aug 2016
The hall closes
The air gets thin
Making it hard to breathe within
Tears fall from the struggle
Why is it that my heart and my pain cuddle?
The room gets dark
My chest gets heavy
Old memories old scars
Maybe people can only love me from afar.
145 · Sep 2016
incomplete
Cyphers Queen Sep 2016
Missing you like crazy..
You were our first baby..
141 · Aug 2016
hide away
Cyphers Queen Aug 2016
Hide in the room
Maybe we'll talk soon
Hide from the pain
On my heart you left a stain
Why is it we argue like cats and dogs
I was blind from all the fog
138 · Sep 2016
The Best?
Cyphers Queen Sep 2016
I dont know if I try hard enough.
Maybe I get mad too much.
I swear I dont want to lose you.
But how can I keep you
If I use no effort
Our relationship has grown in comfort
Our relationship has grown in ways like never before
I'm more than blessed to have
Such an amazing man
I'm truly blessed
to be able to lay on your chest
And call you mine.
I need you by my side
Yeah... That's something I cant deny..
You keep me steady
You keep me alive..
Please dont ever leave me..
I'm only trying to be the best..
The best you've ever had..
137 · Sep 2016
dreams
Cyphers Queen Sep 2016
Dreams of being the best
Yes I'm very blessed
Dreams of being your wife
Dreams ill have for life
128 · Aug 2016
maybe....
Cyphers Queen Aug 2016
Maybe im too much
Maybe you should've had a clutch..
On me , on us
122 · Aug 2016
Worth it
Cyphers Queen Aug 2016
Walking in the hallways I see no one but you
How I got you to be mine? I have no clue.
Its crazy because I've never felt this way
And I still have our song on replay
I talk to you all day
i get sad when you go to sleep because i hate for you to be away
Yes humans need sleep yeah yeah I know
But sometimes I want to take that leap
Into our future where things are perfect
Into our future when everything was worth it.
115 · Aug 2016
happiness
Cyphers Queen Aug 2016
Happiness is laying in his arms..
Happiness is hearing his voice..
Happiness is him keeping me from harm..
Why is it that no one sees what I do?
But isn't that good
Then no one will have what I do.
He's my blessing...
He's my happiness..

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