I can feel her slipping away, oh how I wish she would have stayed. This is the price I must pay, if I only wouldn't have been such a coward that day.
Oh I love her, this I now know, it's a crying shame that this realization came so slow. Now she's off with him in a different flow, and oh how that fact has laid me so low.
I'd say that indescion was my greatest flaw, I can confidently Say that I've broken no laws. Now this shame is my shawl, inside me this sickness crawls.
She humbled my pride, tore down my walls, now my conscious tans my hide, and from my throne of arrogance I fall.
Sometimes I ask myself "what if" but inside I know it be no different. Inside me something shifts, if only I hadn't been so distant.
I wonder where it all went wrong, or that maybe it was meant to end like this all along.
To her I was a peasent, to me, she was divine. Although our relationship wasn't always pleasant, I'd give anything for just a little more time.
And now here I stand on the edge if this wall, like an Icarus posed to take a great fall. And all for the want of a mate, it really is a shame that people only care when it is far, far to late.