The way I look at it I have two choices, tell everyone how you hurt me or let you get away.
I blame you
I blame you for the fear
I hate the power you hold over me
You have me terrified to ever let my guard down
I let my guard down for you and you took full advantage of that
You didn't hesitate to grab those hand cuffs
You never hesitated to hold me against that door by my wrists
I gasped as you twisted my own arm against my throat
I winced in pain as you ripped away all my trust
You told me I wanted it
I screamed for you to stop
You just covered my mouth with your lips
I cried and you looked away
You call yourself a man,
You couldn't even look me in the eye when you trashed my innocence
I hate you for the way you ******* up my life

The words danced in my head
The way she spoke
The way she wrote
The way she made me feel alive
I haven’t felt so alive in a while
Feeling the way I did when I looked at her took me back
Back to a much simpler time when I was happy
She made me happy gave me feelings I didn’t know what to do with
I dreamt of the way her lips would dance upon my skin in the pale light of the moon
But all in the same I didn’t know how to tell her