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Sabrina Yates Mar 2013
One. Two. Clear.
One. Two. Clear.
The dark begins to fade.
Here it comes again.
One. Two. Clear.
I would like to go swimming,
maybe in Florida.
We’ll bring her this time.
How does she look now?
She’ll splash us.
The water would hit me like needles.
Penetrating under the surface.
I don’t know if she’ll like the beach.
The sand is like glass.
Walking barefoot would make me bleed
and turn the sand a strange maroon color.
One. Two. Clear.
What does she like?
My other kids love jet skiing
in the big blue ocean.
We could play this game.
I can go under water for a while.
Longer. Longer.
One. Two. Clear.
My lungs are about to burst
like the balloon I bought her those years ago.
It popped and reminded me of
a deflated kidney tied to a string.
I remember her crying.
I didn’t buy her a new one.
I guess I can come up for air now.
One. Two. Clear.
This time the water in my lungs
tastes like blood.
Stabilizing.
I wish the darkness would come back.
Sabrina Yates Jul 2013
We are young.
We are young and we are old.
We are broken,
sitting in the shattered glass of the night before;
our eyes glistening with the whispers
of yesterdays fantasies.
We are *****.
***** goddesses,
tossed down to earth,
landing in the landfills of our own remorse.
We became inhabitants of the night
as we tried to create new destinies.
We searched.
Searched for a reflection of ourselves;
in bars near St Marks,
on late night train rides,
pungent with the smell of ***** and dry *****,
in stranger’s rustled sheets,
in the places we once called home,
and the people who we once recognized,
or who once recognized us;
but the mirrors were always *****.
Our fuel to create is the same fuel,
The same fuel that drives us,
To break windows at five in the morning,
it keeps us in stranger’s beds,
the back of ambulances,
passed out in showers and cursing the night
with a ghoulish cry.
We are young.
Young and filled with a spirit of lust
The spirit of those who are banned from the night,
those who feet aren’t blackened from the cold, grimy streets.
We are old.

— The End —