This is how I always pictured it to be
the good night kisses
the afternoon misses
candles lit and just the sound of the fire burning
the blankets and sheets all tangled up
your skin pressed up against mine
our legs and hands intertwined
the sparks of your lips when you kiss me surprise
the way my eyes light up when you smile
baby I have been wanting this for a while

gazing at the stars above
the shadows who's names were left alone
The cold breeze intertwined between my skin
standing lonely with a room full of sin
thinking about things to become
overwhelming thoughts in my head
feeling as if we were on two different beds
wanting you to cuddle me tight
wanting you to kiss me good night
is this the end
or do you consider this a fight

I lean in thinking you want the same
I throw myself into you as if I was being shoved aggressively
I just want your attention and nothing more
feeling your body up and down to the core
taking your clothes off and feeling your warmth
my cool tongue skimming your body giving you the chills
your body trembling as you grip the edges of my pillow
the screams you let out
is this what it is all about?
you yell scream push shove
can't you see the sparks from above
I just want you to want me

the way my heart skips beats when your around
the thought of your smile can light up a whole town
little do you know the way I feel
this is pure. this is inevitable. this is real
can't help but feel a certain way
all I do is see you and no one else each day
when were together it never stops
the happiness and the laughter is made from something within
the way your body feels when I touch your skin
making contact eye to eye
Feeling full and never empty
Knowing you'll be there when I'm filled with fear
when you have problems just know that i will always be here
a shoulder to cry on, someone to help you in your desperate needs
I truly care for you

Am I blind of what is being done?
you're infront of me and I am looking nowhere else.
so close not even letting your shadow get a chance to stand alone.
do you understand my feelings? or are you blind of them?
the purest of the pure
my true emotions on the plate
never hiding and never lying
is it that I'm dumb even though my body is numb?
I want you do you want me?
please just see what I see
feeling so much even if I don't get to touch
yelling and screaming and laughing and crying
you want me you want nothing to do with me you want space you want me around
happening over and over again as if this were a movie being replayed
fighting and fixing
replaying and twisting
it's twisted
we're gifted
life is a gift and I believe you should show your true emotion
not have to hide behind the curtain
worrying about others
be yourself
be free
please just see what I see
care for me as I care for you
not having to be in the same way but show me you appreciate me
Hugs kisses tugs misses
emotions aren't lies
it's the truth in disguise.
see what I see