I've given up, finally
I can not wonder here anymore
The sins of others has brought me into a dark place
where they themselves are blinded
As I have become useless for them
My heart breaks
and yield  for no one
I will be in the arms of the one who understood me
Soon the pain will be over
and I will be at ease
finally

I've realized that it is hard to fit in
My mind is elsewhere
The knowledge I have is constantly being questioned
more like challenged
People..
Regard the thoughts of your peers
Be open...
Not only with your eyes, but with your ears

How do you begin?
I just write
How do you finish?
When my heart interferes with the thoughts of my mind

The thoughts are drowning
the feeling to suffocate
I can't express through talking
I hope that they do realize the pain they have cause to me
I stay in my room
I could hear the thoughts of what they have of me
Two- face, can't be
They are not talking bad about me
its their thoughts
Racist comments
Constant bring down
I chose to move
Because your starting to figure out the difference between my smile and my  frown