Little snowflakes plummet behind glass panes.
Are they mocking me?
Do they know? Can they see my arms and legs?

A car shivers beneath street lights.
Will she know when I’m gone? Is she sad I left her
Alone?

Do you wish I was more, baby?
That I could say ‘I love you’
In more than a whisper-
That I could hold your hand
Without shrinking-
Whats wrong with me, baby?
It’s not fair.

I’m disgusting
I think I’m going to spill my guts
All over myself
I can’t stand it
Living in this skin
In this mind
I’m trapped
Help me! I can’t get out!
Please!

nothingness buzzes—
static sharp—
from a box screen
the galaxy spins
around my legs, arms, chest

take me with you.

i want to fly away
far far away
if i close my eyes i can feel it
my arms shifting, breaking apart
morphing, forming-
into mangled raven wings
the window calls for me
i'm flying-
flying-
my wings are gone.

I hate this game
To stagnate to move
To care-
So why are my eyes leaking?
Why is my throat raw?

What is this?
You’re a moonbeam-
It’s so blinding
So binding

Seep through the cracks of my skin
Gnaw at my veins
My heartbeat slows.
Can you feel it?

Tell me we’re alright?

I don’t want the curtains to close
The shows not over
You’re my love-
Say I”m yours
Its so hard to give up
Hold on-
Shelter me from my mind.

You’re my love-
Say I’m yours