I hate you. I hate the way you made me feel towards the end of it all. I hate the nights I stayed up watching every snapchat story of you with her. I knew what you were doing. I just didn't want to believe it. I will never forget the way you tried to blame me for your infidelity. I stayed loyal… you did not. But aside from everything you did, I would **** to have one more endless night with you because the way you made me feel was unforgettable. You built me up and tore me down and I sincerely thank you for that. Thank you for all the cute texts, all the mean ones too. Thank you for staying on the phone with me while I cried, and the times you ignored me as well. Thank you for the nights we spent together and the nights you spent with her. Thank you because I can now say the words I miss you and not have the urge to want to go back to you.