Each blade dug into her skin like it was made of  *paper

i swam through the oceans of joy
however, now i am drowning,
drowning deep into the sorrow of my heart,
the pain surrounds me and leaves me blinded
as though i am in an endless forest of dark.

the person you trusted
leaves you on an empty lane
you talked about everything
happiness and pain
the person who you spoke to
closed his door
and suddenly
your paper like world was torn
every gesture
every word
ignored and avoided
a lesson learned
'never trust the person' you said
'my secret is better dead'
foolish and abandoned
you go home now
never trust the person again
your nth vow

you told me to think once again,
to not give my life up
so fast.
you told me to smile once again,
cause you love the beauty of my smile.
you told me to leave my insecurities behind,
you told me i was special,
you told me i was loved.
you told me to breathe normally once again,
as you held my waist,
i realised,
i was out of pain.
later that afternoon,
you kissed my in the rain,
that's when my eyes opened,
i was satisfied once again.

someday she wished her dreams
would turn into reality
and
just for once she would feel
*special