I'm sitting on a burning bridge
With not a single urge to move
You threw my hopeless heart in the river
I don't care if it's still in two
I know I'd go back to those days
When baby, I didn't need to recover
But now with this aching heartbreak
Baby girl, you're my sweet nothing

So tell me if you really meant what you said
Or you just weren't thinking right
I think you were playing with my head
Just like you do all the time
If I had a dime for every time
I thought you would actually stay
I'd be sitting on that burning bridge
Throwing my dimes into the gray

I'm breathing in a burning house
With not a single notion to get up
My soul's somewhere under this fire
Oh baby, along with our love

So tell me if you ever really cared
Or it was just a smile faked for my sake
I don't know, should I say a silent prayer
Or just hope God can hear me with all this trouble you've made?
If I had a penny for every time
That you said that you'd stay
I'd be throwing my change into the fire
That's starting to cover my face

I guess our love wasn't set in stone
I guess it never really is
I guess you weren't mine to own
That was just another wish
Or just another expectation at which I'd live
It just wouldn't give

Tell me, is there something I can do
Or am I just supposed to forget about you?
I'm strangled by your loving
I wish I could stop running
And now that I'm finally sober
I say to myself, "It's definitely over."

It's just the feeling I get when I'm around her.
It's just the longing I feel when we can't be together.
It's just the smell of her sweet perfume, lingering through the air.
It's just that cute little smile she has.
It's just her laugh when something funny happens.
It's just the way she can make you better when you're down.
It's just the weird faces she makes to get you to laugh. 
It's just the way she's a goofball. 
It's just how I feel when I think of her.
It's just that vibe I get when I lay down and I think of what could be of us.
It's just the way she laughs at anything.
It's just the way that she's a warrior for Christ.
It's just the feeling I got when I slept next to her.
It's just everything she does.
It's just her perfection. 
It's just that I can't live without her.
It's just I need to be with her as much as I can.
It's just she's so amazing. Everything she does is amazing. 
It's just........
It's just her.

You ignore my posts
Don't respond to my texts
Don't reply to my tweets
Oh God, what's next?
It's like some days you don't care
And some days you do
But I wonder if you'd care
If you knew how I feel about you

****, she is beautiful.
The way she looks in the morning
When she rolls over and kisses me at 7 AM.
When she whispers, "Good morning love."

That is all.

You built me up
And tore me down
Now I'm forced to put on a smile
And turn my frown upside down

You think love is a game
And you can throw out the words, "I love you"
And sadly I'm your victim
Because you made me love you

But you'll never feel that way about me
You're gonna like that other someone
And that's why I can't breathe anymore
I'm just so wrapped up in your loving

I might be broken 
But I'll find someone else
It's not that you don't love me properly
It's just I can't even love myself

Baby you look like nothing I've ever seen
Like you stepped out of the pages of a magazine

I cannot do this anymore
Cuz things are not like they were before
I hope you understand
You said you needed a little time
But you had another thing in mind
Another man
I don't wanna fight, I don't wanna play
I think that we should go our separate ways
But without you, what would I do?
What would people say?
I think the world would know my name

Passionate kiss,
You clawing at my shirt
I can feel you
Your hair in a craze
Your fingers through mine
You whisper, "Oh God, how I waited for you."

Monday's approaching
Fate may be decided
My heart's breaking
For him

I still can't believe this is happening
He doesn't deserve it
Yet, he's so strong
How is he that strong?

I'm scared for him
I don't want anything to happen to him
Please don't hurt him
He wasn't thinking

He wasn't thinking those few months
We all lose it sometimes
Yeah, what he did was unacceptable
But so was what she did

You can't accuse someone of something like that
Because **** is not something to kid about
And I hate her for saying he did that
Surely there was something else you could have said

And then you say he wouldn't take you back
Wait. Why would you wanna go back to him?
Guess you made it up
And you just wanted to rue the day

That ****** me off
So **** much
Get so angry when I think about it
I wish I could save him

I hate him sometimes for what he did to his family
Cuz how could you do that?
But she has his family thinking he did more damage than he did
And that burns a hole more than you think

And she just wanted to rue the day.

Sometimes I wonder
If you ever lay in bed
And start to think about me
Sometimes I wonder
If you look to your side
And you wish it were me
Sometimes I wonder
If you ever regret letting me go
Sometimes I wonder
But I guess I'll never know

She is everything
She is great 
She makes my heart beat
I pray to God
I'll be enough
For her, someday. Give her love
When she smiles, the sparks fly
And my heart opens up whenever she says hi
I see a smile break onto her face.
And I hear her calling my name. 
******* she is beautiful
******* she is wonderful
And if you ever ask for her name
I'll say, "No way!"

I don't mean to rain on your parade
But I just called to say that things are great
Since we cut our ties,
Since we stopped telling lies,
All the times we shared are now burning to the ground

And I don't even care.

There had been a threat. Someone against her. I asked her how she was after it. She was better. I told her I wouldn't let anything happen to her. She smiled that smile and said, "Thank you. You're so sweet." And as I slowly walked away, I whispered under my breath, "Only because I'm in love with you."

Some days, I just sleep alone
Some days, I walk a lonely road
Some days, I miss you because you're gone
Some days, I feel pain because you've moved on

I will be the best that I can be
I want to be all that you need
I used to be afraid of letting it be
I let go of the sorrow that I really don't need
I've forgotten the past, everything I did
I remember wishing I didn't mess up like I did
I am another ordinary girl
I am another voice, speaking in the world