If every kiss was a rose
We'd have a garden
If every second was a hug
I'd be in your arms
If every tear was a raindrop
There'd be a storm
If my arms were a blanket
Well, baby, I'd be keeping you warm

Sometimes I wonder
If you ever lay in bed
And start to think about me
Sometimes I wonder
If you look to your side
And you wish it were me
Sometimes I wonder
If you ever regret letting me go
Sometimes I wonder
But I guess I'll never know

I stare into the empty glass
And I realize it's my life
I tried to stop myself
But I kept looking at the knife
And you don't care for me
You thought I was a joke
Now the flames are taking over me
With the smoke, I'm left to choke

You wouldn't talk with me
Walk with me
Hang with me
Laugh with me
Love with me
Goof off with me
It would just feel so good
To let you go
But I can't let you go

I see the ink dripping
I notice it's my blood
And I feel like all you ever wanted
Was for me to suffer enough
You get so angry at me
You can't even look at my face
But I'll keep trying to show you
I'm not such a disgrace

You wouldn't care for me
Breathe for me
Cry for me
Die for me
Bleed for me
Pray for me
It'd feel so good to let go
But I can't let you go

I prayed all the time
That someday, you'd love me
And that I'd get the chance
To tell you how I feel

Looked at the text message
And saw those are my words
And when you read it
It was the worse thing that you ever heard
So I'll just stay here
While you're hung up in bed
And we'll both keep thinking about
All the stupid things I said

I guess we'll never know
If I could ever let you go

It kinda hit me one day
I started thinking of your face
I don't really know where this is going
Cuz you're a married woman

I sit down and think of what to do
Cuz my heart belongs to a million other girls like you
I guess you're really never knowing
But you're a married woman

No No No No No No No
No more feelings, not today
No No No No No No No
This is all getting crazy

I see you all the time
It's not like I'm telling you how I really feel
I promise it'll go away
These feelings are the disguise of what is truly real

I wish I was with you some days
And I can't even believe I just said that
I'm losing my strength, my self control
Can you give that back because my heart is getting cold
Please don't find me strange
Please don't get me wrong
This is just a phase
I've been trying to find love for so long

I wonder how this would go down
If the word got around
This feeling can't be growing
Because you're a married woman

What do you want me to say?
Do you want me to lie?
You would've found out either way
You said you need some time
Because everytime we talk, you'd feel weird
And I'm not trying to hurt you
Do you hear me here?

You won't love me, love me
Never ever
You won't love me, love me
We won't be together

You said you're sorry if I regret telling you this
And maybe it'd be possible to find someone who shares the same interest
So I can move on from you

You said I'm wasting my time on you
But sometimes, I feel it'd be easier to waste time than have to move on from you
That's how much I love you

You can keep this a secret
I assume that
You can talk to me whenever
I hope you know that

You can live
You can breathe
You can live
And you can breathe

You say it's not my fault
I shouldn't be ashamed
You can be uncomfortable
And I'll be the one to blame

You said I'm wasting my time on you
But I feel it'd be easier to waste time than have to move on from you
Please don't feel weird anymore
And like the Spill Canvas said
"Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted *****."

I woke up from my sleep
You left me yesterday
It's not so ******* me
You thought I'd cry
Yeah, you probably thought I'd die
But you don't see any tears
No you don't see me dying here

I used to breathe into you
When love was all we knew
You probably thought I couldn't breathe without you
But guess what, honey?
I got news for you
I don't need you anymore

With fire like this, you'd burn
So why do I have to give in return?

You can go on now
I'm ain't living in doubt
I don't need this kind of life
Just a pink, little square
To erase you from my life

You thought, you thought I couldn't live
My whole life, you thought I'd give to you
But you have the story wrong
I'm not gonna give you anything at all

And when I'd fall,
You just stand there and watch as I called

You thought I'd suffer
More than you ever did, oh please
At first, it was very hard to make it look so easy
But now it is

Fate is an empty lie
No need to kiss me goodbye
Let me retrieve my pink square of rubber
So I can remove you from my whole life

I don't know what more had to happen to push me over the edge
I was at the carnival and I had this vibe, this feeling
I thought I would see J
And low and behold, I did
It was really nice to see her and talk to her
I haven't seen her since May
Okay, this is the part where I get sarcastic
It was really nice to her......
With her boyfriend........
Holding hands........
And having their arms around each other
I don't know what hurt more:
Seeing her with him
Or knowing that she would never feel the same
She introduced me to him and I acted cool like I didn't care, even though it was really bothering me
I faked a really good smile
It hurt, but I got through
The best part was when she left, even though I hate to see her go
I didn't have to deal with guilt
I thought I'd be sick
I tried drinking something, but that made my stomach feel worse
Anyway, she waved and said bye to me
It was nice
She hadn't forgotten about me