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1.6k · Sep 2013
Thunder
Ryan's Sky Sep 2013
The rain calls for pained ones.
With walls bathed in blame's blood.
The halls shake with thunders hate.
In the wake of past "mistakes."
1.3k · Nov 2013
Fence Post
Ryan's Sky Nov 2013
So where did my friends go oh where have they gone?
They're on a fence post and I'm all alone,
So where did my friends go and where have they gone?
They never left me, I left them all.
1.1k · Jul 2013
A Pinch of Karma
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
Hurting so bad,
Over things long past.
A pinch of karma,
Is kicking my ***.
I don't even know what the karma is for... But yeah, ****** poem I know I know...
1.1k · Jul 2013
Neglection Inflection
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
We are one as if the sun had forgotten how to set.
Forgetting forgets now what else have I forgotten too forget?
1.0k · Jun 2013
Second Place
Ryan's Sky Jun 2013
I'ma mess I know you won't settle for second best,
Barely hanging on to, second place.
Learning now that you're a waste
Falling away, no longer, trying to stay.
Learning this game I'm trying to play.
Time will tell... Maybe one day...
939 · Jun 2013
The Enemy.
Ryan's Sky Jun 2013
My mind is the enemy, drawing lines in the sand,
They boarder my life, and choose where I can stand.
Between Heaven and Hell, I am with no cause.
A moment of hope, and all is not lost.
802 · Sep 2013
The Throne of Ruined Kings.
Ryan's Sky Sep 2013
It's dreary overhead, when it's clear that you love him. A thousand more emotions, you could conjure on a whim. So see a reason why I sing? To exhume the demons beneath my skin! I escape the haunting's of this dream through love and other things. To change maybe not the movie but possibly this scene. To escape all the things I make but couldn't keep, the keep which now I sit, high atop my peak, on a throne for ruined kings.
691 · Nov 2013
Withered Skin
Ryan's Sky Nov 2013
It's like kissing the undead, his lips don't feel the same, his stare is cold and blank, and all sensations are telling you to run, but you never had the chance. You are his forever, or at least forever now, cause if you really wanted to, you could turn around, leave this place without a sound, but you don't want that, and I swear you never did, because of how you love the pain, oh how it's torturous. But I am not a lover only but the loved, learning how to kiss with these lips of withered skin.
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
Fair enough, home always *****,
But please dear, don't use a crutch,
Wherever you go, things are rough,
Life is about, learning this stuff.
So take your time, shake the rust,
Hold your breath and build up love.
Then this town will be yours to crush.
650 · Jul 2013
Pure, Un-adulterated, rage
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
A family thinks I am doing nothing, Little do they know I have been dreaming. It's talking to my friends that's done the leading, before you speak learn what I've been dealing..
Angry and drunk, privy to editing because I love the idea of this ******* poem.. (I add the F-bomb because I am pure anger T.T)
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
I felt your clothes, and they're still warm,
A world apart, but smell of home.
I miss your touch, the sound of us,
Laughter as I pinch your ****.
Tears for now, I made it such,
Who'd have known, that I'd get ******.
Time will tell if it was love,
Or maybe just, addicted to lust.
615 · May 2013
Much Too Much
Ryan's Sky May 2013
Don't you fret, my little love.
I won't leave you, now as such.
Although I hurt you, much to much.
We shall heal, with a soothing touch.
A softer breath, a shoulder shrug.
A New York kiss. A big warm hug.

2 more years, won't be enough.
To convey, my love for us.
A lifetime may, just have to do,
To convey, my love for you.
584 · Aug 2013
Gripped by Sheer Gravity.
Ryan's Sky Aug 2013
How could you stand me?
Weren't you unhappy?
Held there,
Gripped by sheer gravity.
557 · Jul 2013
When the Devil Calls
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
The devil called and he wants my soul!
The burning hell's are calling me home!
The devil called and he wants me so!
I might just answer with a hearty hello!

The deals made and I'm into it.
One more month and i'll be a hit.
The deals made and is making me rich,
Dreams come true then fall off quick.

The devil called so long ago,
My time is up and I have to go,
The devil made a deal with me,
And now I suffer for eternity..
Little rough but first drafts always are. Will definitely come back to this one ^,^
538 · Jul 2013
My Last Wish.
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
To trace your back, with fingertips,
To kiss your stomach, and then your lips.
If only I, could have just one last wish,
You and I; simply this.
528 · Jul 2013
Findings of a Niché
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
Demons deep and dark inside; so deep and dark reside,
Watching from a distance, as daylight all but dies.
Gazing over oceans, a dark hole in your mind,
You are giving into vices, and you know this isn't right.
But you do not make sense, of my reasoning sometimes,
So reach into that dresser, and calmly grab a knife.

While looking in the mirror, a sudden change of heart,
You know where this will lead you and you **** sure will not start.
You take that wretched knife, and plunge it in the ocean,
You take that darkest demon, and ******* tear it open.
It's blood is now like rain, just like you have been hoping,
You've beaten all the pain, and now to start the coping.
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
Alone I sit in my house, plans to go out that won't stay afloat.
This life I lead is quite talked about, so exciting to see all these things that you don't.
The walls are green but you wouldn't know, the T.V is big and that's always on.
My heart always aches, but I carry on.
I sit on my bed, and, and.. I'm all alone.
Repeat
Repeat
*Repeat
Idek you guys I am sad and depressed :'c
Ryan's Sky Aug 2013
Holding your tongue is so hard, when you have so much to say,
An ocean of thoughts but these thoughts are held under oceans of waves.
A simple gesture to hold them at bay but it's not so simple as some others say.

A thousand words, a world within a head,
I can not spill, for fears and thoughts of imminent dread.
Incomplete but I love this little idea. ♥♥
505 · Oct 2013
Heart Beat
Ryan's Sky Oct 2013
Chest to chest,
Cheek to cheek,
Inside of me,
Your heart beats.
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
I'm sick of people;
In all shapes and sizes,
I buy your ****,
Why should I buy your disguises?
498 · Nov 2013
The Cold.
Ryan's Sky Nov 2013
Before this shelter, had brought the cold.
He called for war, and fought the world,
He began to slip, and fall so short,
He called for help, but was abhorred,
These things happen when you seal your doors.
Shut them out and block their voice,
Hiding from the darkest hole,
The reaches of your darkened soul.
495 · Aug 2013
Untitled
Ryan's Sky Aug 2013
To find my inner peace, I must simply have, peace within.
492 · May 2013
The Man Behind
Ryan's Sky May 2013
Poor humanity, it's so sad to see,
All my hopes, and all my dreams,
Swiftly swept, out to sea.
Blamed on him, and blamed on me.
Let us look and see what be.
Look at the man, who stands to win.
From this hellish, selfish thing.
There he'll be, the one behind.
All the troubles, and all the lies.
473 · May 2013
This Lust We Called Us
Ryan's Sky May 2013
I think that's just it,
The illusion of love,
But if you're already in one then why wake up?
I guess it's just human to run, sometimes it means you've had enough,
Fight or flight and I'm all full of cuts...
You cut away this trust, now it's time to let go of this lust we call "us."
470 · Jul 2013
This Old Battered Head.
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
Nothing makes sense in this old battered head.
A thousand mistakes, all came and went.
A flurry of pain, of love and regret.
I think I can, I thought I could, I never will.
Unfortunately, I am a mess.
470 · Jun 2013
Ceilings
Ryan's Sky Jun 2013
Stop dreaming, start believing, these things will happen, have no ceiling.
Time's ticking, I'm wishing, someday, somehow you will see me.
On a stage, up in lights, far away to greater heights.
I will take me, you will see.
One day somehow I'll be free.

Time stop's for no man, so I need to be quick,
I'm on an ocean only pausing for a bit.
Ryan's Sky Jun 2013
Maybe it's just me,
But it seems I've seen this scene.
I may be with a lack of sleep,
But I know this is not a dream.
No, fallacy,
This is real time,
With, "her majesty"
Playing tricks on me.
But I will not fall,
For such silly games,
Such moves that a,
Lying queen would play.
457 · Jul 2013
Fuck it Repeat.
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
If only thoughts, would congregate,
All these worries, just went to sleep.
My stomachs contents, learnt to keep,
Then just maybe, I could weep,
Say what I mean,
Lay on your shoulder, cry for a week,
Pick up my things and **** it repeat.
451 · Jun 2013
This Sinking Ship
Ryan's Sky Jun 2013
My mind's bleeding out, and no one else knows. My thoughts plague me with doubt; and my world's full of holes.
I better pick up a pail, and start saving myself, cause this water is rising, creating a hell.

So on frail wings, I am learning to fly, making up things, to put on my mind,
So far from land even these angels have died, I look in the mirror but I have gone blind.
Left now to wonder why oh god why.
Not done, just tired and don't know what else to put onto it atm :)
448 · Nov 2013
Burying Burdens
Ryan's Sky Nov 2013
I've got an ache in my heart, left over from this hate that was ours, we had a thing we called love, turns out pretending's no fun.

I've found a place for my art, Just left of whats left of the shell of myself. A hole's what it's called, burying this, and you, and everyone else.
444 · Aug 2013
A Heart in the Clouds
Ryan's Sky Aug 2013
You are my whole heart,
You are my whole soul,
I'd give up my everything,
To be your whole world.
443 · Jul 2013
Cliché Title About 3 A.M.
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
3 A.M. and my mind is on you.
This is me trying to be fine, without you.
I don't know, where this poem is going.
But at 3 A.M. I've found that I die without you.
441 · Jun 2013
Your Lips
Ryan's Sky Jun 2013
You are so lovely, I could drown in your eyes.
But my fear is really, what do they hide?
A beautiful angel, with a demons disguise.
Eyes may be one thing, but lips speak the lies.
424 · Jul 2013
What the Internet Lacks
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
I feel my feelings for you aren't adequately expressed, through the internet.
I need to see you face to face, for you to get a glimpse of the words and what they meant.
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
Another night alone in my room,
Staying awake I long for my moon..
I shed a tear, oh hey it's for you.
Turns out misery's, a party for two.
Help :'c
412 · Jul 2013
Call Me the Devil
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
Taking a midnight stroll,
Through streets of memories, paved in gold.
Reforming and god I know,
Only I choose where I'll go.
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
A dozen words are worth a picture,
When you get the perfect scripture.
A dozen seconds, worth a minute,
If only you were in it.
402 · Jul 2013
End of Daze
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
Trapped like a rat in a cage,
Imprisoned by my selfish ways.
I am lost in a mind of a maze,
Time is up it's my end of daze.
****** ****. T.T
390 · Aug 2013
Gone so Fast
Ryan's Sky Aug 2013
I can't move passed the past with this heart of glass,
A core of stone that's gone so fast,
It erodes too quick, that I can not catch,
All the things, that I wish could last.
I think I ****** up which two that is. Ahahaha wups. Please don't hesitate to correct me ♥♥
367 · Aug 2013
The Cause of Insomnia.
Ryan's Sky Aug 2013
I woke up at 2 thinking of you,
Now I can't sleep,
My night has been ruined.
365 · Jul 2013
A Painful Trick.
Ryan's Sky Jul 2013
Let's organize and repair, Understand and care.
Life is fading fast, it won't always be there.
So pick yourself up, do away with ego,
It is a trap, with a grasp and a hold.
A painful trick, played by the cold.
360 · Aug 2013
For Someone who Passed
Ryan's Sky Aug 2013
I haven't thought of you in forever, and it hurts me, a pain through this heart of leather.
I've heard that you are doing better, and it helps me, get through all this weather.
341 · May 2013
Like the Leaves
Ryan's Sky May 2013
Like the leaves,
Slowly falling,
In a world,
Lost their calling.
In a life,
That so daunting,
What is left?
Not worth flaunting.
336 · Jun 2013
Get a Grip.
Ryan's Sky Jun 2013
With you as my passion, a love everlasting,
Intertwined so deep, this lust I shall keep,
Sheltered inside, while living a lie
Given a voice but never a choice,
Destiny has got the best of me.
IDEK. It kinda is nice... If you don't really thing about it..
330 · Aug 2013
Only to Die.
Ryan's Sky Aug 2013
You say you're alive,
But in living a lie,
You have never truly,
Opened your eyes.
You're 6 feet under,
Before your demise,
People never begin,
Only to die.
326 · Aug 2013
This Girl.
Ryan's Sky Aug 2013
How could I ever, let this go,
I found something that's my whole world,
Dear god I don't know,
How I could ever leave this girl.
317 · May 2013
Right Side.
Ryan's Sky May 2013
I always thought I could, "Turn that around"
But I always said,
I don't want too, at least not right now.

I'ts been runnin me, into the ground,
But that's just it,
I'm on the right side, of a ship going down.

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