Do you lie...awake at night
and wish you could forget me
As the caress of silver moonlight
falls upon your flawless countenance
Do tears stream from those starlit eyes
And saturate the pillow
that cradles your sweet head
Do I cross your curious mind
at any given point in time
And does it cause a twinge of pain
or any size or shape of shame
or longing or regret
Do you wish that I'd stop by
Or do you hope that I would die
Do you ache to ******* lips
Are memories of us like movie clips
You'd rather not see or ever watch again
Do you remember our first kiss
The rain that came between our bliss
The poem I wrote for you and sent
Each long embrace, the time we spent
How what we wanted was the same
Our joys, Our fears, was it all a game
to you?...

Good morning, Ryan...came ringing in
as clear as day or her name sake
Oh that her feelings were as sure
Where now are those artless whispers
That you would be mine forever
But God tests me yet again
withholding her affections from on high
with so cruel a trial as this
of what she said, her lingering absence
her lifeless reasons fashioned fate
This flawless beauty bore destruction
And with it her desired escape
but what you've done to me can't be undone
and not the pain, my love, but your face
imprinted on my heart can't be unmade
and not a thing so easily erased