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 Feb 2013 Ryan Wesley Tyarks
Ugo
I remember the morning Tuesday was invented—
how gleeful we sang across the streets—
forgetting that the day after tomorrow would be Thor’s day
and that one we didn’t own, too.

I remember the bathroom stalls, the sins of Leviticus
we survived
comforting our confusion with the indulgence that God too
love man, kind.

Let the purgatory full of half good men sing about their sins
with pride and laugh at the moons and stars for being without limbs
and tongues to protest their innocence and Idontgiveadamnisms;


For I remember being fed the tenets of heterosexual history in elementary school
yet wondering why queer gods are the ones named after the planets.
In the loving memory of David Kato Kisule (c. 1964 – January 26, 2011)
*If We Keep On Hiding Away, They Will Say We Are Not Here*
just a moment ago i was in your arms
you held me close
as i kissed your lips
and i swear i breathed your scent
just a moment ago
you smiled at me
as i whispered that i love you
then you said
(as you always do)
that you loved me to
just moment ago
you looked into my eyes
your hazel star traps glinting like diamonds
i swear i seen my whole world
that moment seems forever ago
a lifetime ago a steamy fantasy
a hot dream
im a hot mess
you get me like this
you make me write about stars
and little blue hearts
about how you fix everything
that you once broke apart
you hate it when i mention it
but you know its true
i almost died without you
and I am remade,
that's the beauty of us,
having never met,
before this moment,
and this moment lays out in front of me,
and I am as I want to be,

not so much as beautiful,
but put together,
and on time,
clean lines,
and calculated responses,
I am currently better than maybe you expected,
and I exceed my expectations of the me I  was before we met,
and I am glad,

I feel confident,
if only in this moment,
and I find peace in the projection of who I wanna be,
and  having just met you,
I find joy in knowing you haven't met my past,
because in such a small space of time,
I haven't failed you,
yet...
As you came from the holy land
      Of Walsingham,
Met you not with my true love
      By the way as you came?

  “How shall I know your true love,
      That have met many one,
I went to the holy land,
      That have come, that have gone?”

  She is neither white, nor brown,
      But as the heavens fair;
There is none hath a form so divine
      In the earth, or the air.

“Such a one did I meet, good sir,
      Such an angelic face,
Who like a queen, like a nymph, did appear
      By her gait, by her grace.”

She hath left me here all alone,
      All alone, as unknown,
Who sometimes did me lead with herself,
      And me loved as her own.

“What’s the cause that she leaves you alone,
      And a new way doth take,
Who loved you once as her own,
      And her joy did you make?”

I have lov’d her all my youth;
      But now old, as you see,
Love likes not the falling fruit
      From the withered tree.

Know that Love is a careless child,
      And forgets promise past;
He is blind, he is deaf when he list,
      And in faith never fast.

His desire is a dureless content,
      And a trustless joy:
He is won with a world of despair,
      And is lost with a toy.

Of womenkind such indeed is the love,
      Or the word love abus’d,
Under which many childish desires
      And conceits are excus’d.

But true love is a durable fire,
      In the mind ever burning,
Never sick, never old, never dead,
      From itself never turning.

— The End —