Its hard to forget
When every thought
Every breath
Is for her
Every where I go
Every thing I do
Is for her
Every time I think
Every time I blink
I see her
There she is
In the back of my mind
She just stands there
That’s were she will stay
Just a thought in my mind

If only you knew
The pain you put me through
Would you do it again
If you had a second chance
If you knew you weren’t ready
Why didn’t you stop it at the first dance
Why start a heart
And then tear it apart

If only you knew
How much I love you
And after all I have done
And all you’ve done wrong
My heart sings a happy song
When I think of us
But my mind sings a sad tune
From the torture it is under

If only you knew
The hurt you’ve caused
The joy you have paused
To be in my soul
My minds reaching its toll
If only you knew

Why am I still heart broke
Why is my face still soaked
Why do I still care
Why can’t I forget
Why is it getting worse
Why didn’t you stay
Why did you go away
Why do you mean so much to me
Why cant you see
Why are there no answers
There are so many whys
Just like the tears from my eyes

Must stop the thought
The thoughts I have fought
So many times before
They leave me immobilized on the floor
After the storm hits
After the mind fits
The destruction, and the holes in the wall
Reminds me of my sanities fall
Reminds me I’m going insane
Reminds me of the pain
She has brought
Must stop the thought
The thought
Of love

I hate to sleep
But every dream id love to keep
Every dream is about you
And all the wonderful things we could do
Fly high from the worlds reach
Lay on a sunny sandy beach
Become Juliet and Romeo
The two stars in a romantic show
I hate to sleep
But every dream I treasure and keep
I’m so happy to dream about wonderful you
But when I wake up i'm torn in two

Death and despair
Is all I hear
In my mind
There is no time
Life speeds on by
Pain goes by slow
The world is high
I am low

Being at the top
Is a thing of the heart
That is gone, were do I start
Were do I stop
Were do I go
What do I do?
Without you