What will you do, when the boys in blue come looking for you?
They claim to be keepers of the peace but it's just not true
They commit constant purgery and lie on the stand
For the soul purpose of putting money in their greedy hands.
They're your high school bully come to say hello
Still empty inside with nothing respectable to show

They disregard all of our rights  
Trying to crush us before we fight
They pretend to be our friends
Always trying to make amends.

They wear their false smile
Trying to **** us for awhile
But Without taking us on a date
It's nothing more than ****

I sit in a house with no windows and no walls
An endless blackness engulfing it's halls
The floors are riddled with corroded stones
Some of which you could say I have owned

The darkness invokes no fear inside
The emotions once here have already died
This place is tired and so very weak
Left with only a few words to speak

The foundation is rotted and falling apart
But I guess it has been from its start
Soon the floors will fall through and give way
Letting what's been cornered inside to go astray.

We are all just lost souls
Looking for a piece we lost
Centuries before
Looking for the other
Part to make us whole
To energize us
Body and mind
Were all just lost souls
Looking for the truth
The truth behind love
behind our existence
And the cosmos above
We are all lost souls
Looking for our dreams and answers
And fighting for our mental sanity
Will we ever find what were
Looking for?

In this life, I guess some of us just get completely abanded, are self suffocating, and can never be loved...
I just wish it wasn't me.

Our perfect storm of red has come to an end
Hearts left bleeding and people pretend
Our shores of trust are left dry and rioten
It's warm memories with it, soon forgotten  
Our connecting ground has washed away
Only stagnant waters are left at bay
Our perfect storm has to a close
The distance between us only grows

My dear I fear for you
For a heart that can't forgive
Is no heart at all
Your words were like daggers
That pierced through my soul
Yet I forgave you
Your silence screamed louder than any man could shout
Yet I forgave you
You took away the only one I felt truly comfortable with
Yet I forgave you
If I can forgive you for everything
Why can't you forgive me?

Do I dare to disturb the balance of my nature
and destroy the creature welling up inside?

Nothing seems to break me no matter hard I fall
Nothing seems to break me at all
Nothing seems to **** me no matter how hard I try...
Nothing can do me in before I do myself

Misery is the fuel that lights my Icy fire
Chaining me to this forsaken place
Forever consumed ill decay your world
So I suggest you stay away

I drown in the icy waters of hesitation
Swimming toward a green light in the distance I'll never reach
Each breath filling my lungs with more pain than the last
My brain freezing over as my extremities go numb
Straying further in to the great glowing green light
I find the strength to speed of the pace
But alas I go under, the green tinge on my blue face as I sink

Prisoned and shackled we are
The truth visible through our every scar
Our Hands chained and our legs bound
Forever tightening us to this concrete ground
Our condition has been inherited from our parents before
From the filthy rich to the struggling poor
This despicable state is decaying our mind
Our only hope is to leave this world far behind.

You were a figment of my imagination
Not the real thing, just a cheap imitation
A lucid dream, I thought I could control
The perfect dream defined by my soul

I miss the calls in the middle of the night
Your passion burning so ever bright
Though now it's just a calm distant light
It's still something for which I need to fight.

I have opened up the doors with good intentions
But find my self in lustful apprehension
I want to do what's good and right
But I find the emotion too hard to fight
I guess some feelings, they never change
They only fade away and get rearranged
I only want to help, and that is true
But there is still so much I want to do to you.

I knew you and you knew me
We shared our deepest secrets
But time wouldn't let us be
I knew you and you knew me
I changed and lost you
But I was too blind to see
I miss you but you don't miss me
Unknown to you
You were the key
I miss you but you don't miss me
If you truly cared I'll have to wait and see

I wish I could end your suffering
I've tried to ease your pain
Don't let it get the best of you
Though it's driving you insane

Your a better women now
You've learned from your mistakes
It'll all be over very soon
Although your heart aches

The time, it will slowly pass
And the memories will fade
Till something better comes,
And new ones can be made

Your an independent women, friend Beautiful and strong
There's no need to shed a single tear
Something better will come along.

The cake is waxy
The candles burned
The chairs are dusty
And have been unturned

The clocks have stopped
the silence is still
The rooms lie barren
With a subtle chill

The halls are vacant
The walls painted black
No light shown
Not even through a single crack

Today's your birthday
But does anyone care?
To certain people
It's like you weren't even there.

Some say love it lasts forever
But this idea I choose to sever
Some say there is no furry like a women scorn
That's when love gets tattered and torn
Some say love, it is a feeling of peace
But I say it's just feelings on lease
Some say there's plenty of fish in the sea
But I say there's just no one for me

One finds their soul mate and is happy for life
While another finds only pain that cuts like a knife
One finds comfort in confiding their secrets
But in the end it'll be their greatest weakness

Some say love, it is a flower
But I say it's sweet that goes sour
Some say love, it is a blessing
But I say it's just purely guessing
Some say love, it is always true
But only till your love forgets about you
Some say love, it never dies
But I say many are in for a big surprise.

He's finding his way back to sanity, again
Carefully trending through his shadows
desperate for changes, and starving for truth
He's still hanging by the moment he held on to.

His heart was calculative and cold
But he now sits in warm embrace.  

He still knows his lovers face,
But he longs for love's new taste.

His chains have been broken
And he now walks free
He's spinning around, but hanging  on tight
This time he will gracefully fall into heaven's true embrace.

Now I know I will never be free
These angel wings were not meant for me
Ive tried to soar with all my heart
But the thought of you just tears me apart.
I've tried glide above the ground
But in my head your always found
I spread my wings and heave a sigh
Perhaps I can never say goodbye.

Like a moth to flame
I attract to your pain
months have passed
But I still feel the same
The memories have returned
As my heart flared and burned
I wish it was like it was before
To satisfy for what I have yearned

Only the good die young
So let's give in and have some fun
Let your primal self loose and do what you want.
It's time to loose ourselves in our cravings
Lust, drugs, and violence are now on the table
Lets give up our morals just for a while
And take advantage to do what we please
Only the good die young, so let's have some fun.

I am guilty for the words I never said
For nevering voicing every thought that ran through my head
For never kissing your supple lips before your head hit the bed
And For never being the guy that could of lead
I am guilty for letting these days pass by
For bringing a tear to your perfect eyes
For being the one that couldn't cry
And for letting the faultless ghost of you die.

Take this place and burn down the walls
Vacate the stores and all the school halls
Let us rebuild from the ashes we make
I'm sure Something better We can create
Let us be like the Phoenix and rise again
For our mistakes we can now amend
Let's start a new world that's equal for all
Regardless of color or position big or small
Let us fill this new place with all we are worth
Raising all children correctly from birth
Although this fantasy can never be real
It will always carry much mass appeal.

In our golden days I came to you
And would melt in your embrace
But now your heart is in another place
Emotion used to have a home behind your hazel eyes
Your stoic gaze announcing our demise
Everything simply meaningless lies
I wish I could of done or said the thing to keep you there
But I doubt you even cared.

I wish I could wash away it all
The love, the hate and every pit fall
I wish I could drown the memory of your face
Every line of it still can trace
I wish we could submerge our sleeves in waters a new
Creating better memories, ones pure and true.
I wish we could swim in the clear waters of trust,
But I fear you never left the shallow end of lust
I wish one day I can wash you clean
Bringing out in you your beauty unseen
I wish one day I could again playful sink
In your waters so delightfully pink

If you could of only seem the pain behind her eyes
Drenched in sorrow and disappointment
She ran,
Far away from the tombstone love.
Sprinted away from all her fears
The man who kept the rocky road of her past a secret
The man who knew her for what she was
A wounded butterfly, that crookedly floats along life
Someday I long to be with her down her lonely road again...
A bandage for her broken wing, and the gentle breeze that guides her along.

The beast has come, it's that time of season
It robs me of my hopes and reason
It leaves me only guilt and sorrow
Forever dreading my day tomorrow
The pain is immense and comes and goes
For how long...no body knows
But hopefully soon this will all end
It's getting harder to play pretend

I want to be the arms that hold you when you’re sad;
Your shoulder to cry on when times get bad.
I want to be the one who puts you into bed,
The one who’s arm rests between the pillow and your head.
I want to give you my jacket when you get cold
And be the one, who cares for you when you get old.
But if their comes a time when all of this ends
I’ll be happy knowing we’ll always be best friends.

I can't believe he loved her so,
She put a bullet in his brain,
She left him there, like a stone,
And let him lye in pain

His last dying wish was for her to love him
As he laid in pools of blood.
I'm not sure if it was lack of consciousness
Or that his veins were filled with mud.  

Those who slowly pass his grave,
Say you can still hear him cry,
"where are you my love...?"
"I need you, before i can truly die.

Regret nothing from your past.
If everything from the past didn't occur
You wouldn't be the person you are today.