Life is an illusion,
Death is reality.

Grace is mercilessness,
Sin finds morality.

Beauty turns ugly,
Trust is betrayed.

The girl you see in the mirror,
the tears rolling down her check
Isn't me.

The girl you see in fornt of the mike,
to afraid to speak her mind
Isn't me.

The girl you see in front of this camera,
refusing to crack a smile
Isn't me and you should know better.

I can't take this longer,
I'm sorry, but I'm walking out this door.
Please, don't try to stop me,
I'm sorry, but this can't work anymore
.
I tried my best in loving you,
But my heart doesn't beat for you...anymore;
after i lost my smiling face,
after i forgotten how to laugh,
after i broken your heart.

So, I'm sorry if i hurted you so.
Please don't try to come after me,
I'm sorry, but i have enough of this.

Walking down this road for so long.
Searching for that ray of hope.
Always straining my eyes looking all nightlong,
trapped between these walls i tried to cope.

I lose myself little by little with every step,
I almost forgot what i was searching for.
Then i a glimps of something so i quickend my steps,
My heart quickened as i ran across the floor.

"Theres a way out!" i thought,
I started to laugh a thing a never done in a while.
I started to run towards that little light that filled my heart with hope
But then the ray started to get thiner and thiner.

I ran faster and faster but i wasn't fast enough,
I tryed to grasp the light...but i was to late.
I fell unto the ground tears rolling down my face,
So i crawled up into a ball thinking theres no way out.

Then i realized i was trapped in this ever lasting darkness,
Cursed to forever wall down this never ending pavement.
So i stopped and waited for that day were i can see that ray once again.