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 Jul 2013 Run
Beaux
Pity Party
 Jul 2013 Run
Beaux
Lonely
Loneliness
Black Void
Consuming all
Dull pain
Heart aches
It's eating
Never ending hunger
Devouring light
And joy
And laughter
And cheer
And my smile
I forgot it
I forgot my smile
Muscles weakened
People fill
Not feel
Irritation heightened
GET OUT
GO
I DON'T NEED YOU
Pity party
Friend fiend
Unrealistic expectations
Sickness of the worst
Hell fire tears
Run dry through the year
Maybe today
It will stop
 Jul 2013 Run
maybella snow
10 words


telling someone to smile
isn't making them want        
                            to smile
it's simply forcing them                        
to fake one
                                is that what you want?
 Jul 2013 Run
Alanna
"Friends"
 Jul 2013 Run
Alanna
My "friends" have up and left me,
Though I thought  we'd be friends forever.
All the secrets and feeling I kept,
Deep down for no ones ears to be met.
They dragged out of me,
Discovered
So now between us they hover.
Though sad and true,
Your best friends are also you greatest enemies too.
They know all your secrets and old thoughts, too.
Giving false hope
With talk about the future.
Just now make me feel like a total loser.
 Jul 2013 Run
maybella snow
sometimes i wonder
     if people think i'm a "loner"
or lost
                when i'm by myself
        the truth is
i don't sit next to you
                                  because i don't want to
          i'm not going to change
                                   myself, to be
who you think i should be
          who you think i should be like
                      i'd rather sit alone
         and wait for people
                 who like me, the way
i am
           for me
     not who you want
who i want
 Jul 2013 Run
maybella snow
i don't believe in it at all    
how is my soul
going to mystically travel            
into either the sky                                              
or the depths of earth?
only depending on how i do    
in life                                
well i'm not bad at it
but i'm definitely not good
i want to die                            
sometimes            
and i don't think                                          
there's anywhere worse                                          
or anywhere better                                          
than earth                                          
i'm just seeing the
worst side of it            
now

i also don't believe in heaven or hell
because              
and you know what?
hell; its in the ground                                                                  
where do we get buried?                                                            
hell; its a burning pit                                                                    
why do people get cremated?                                                    

burnt and buried in the ground                                                

i don't believe in heaven
or hell                                    
i believe
earth          
can be both of them
 Jul 2013 Run
maybella snow
10 words
*calming effects, i'm replacing your steady breathing, with rain tonight
 Jul 2013 Run
maybella snow
i just don't have    
anything right now                
that i want to write about
well i do, i just can't put it to words
and i don't think i want to
 Jul 2013 Run
maybella snow
you scare me                                   
when you say you're heartless                 
especially since you also said                                   
that you gave your heart to me             
and that you are now, an empty shell        
are you telling me now                        
that you always were an empty shell?

i'm scared
because i gave my heart
to you                

so, am i the heartless one?        
since you have my heart                        
and you never had a heart to give          

am i truly empty now?
 Jul 2013 Run
maybella snow
10 words
a girl cries because she just can't handle it anymore

i'm just a young girl
and i'm hiding away
under the covers
curled into a ball
it's warm, and simple
and no one
can see my tears
or hear my sobs

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