Rudy morales

Rudy morales Sep 2020

Blue

Those eyes burning blue. The brightest thing I had ever seen in the whole world. They illuminated the bar I first saw you in. I couldnt believe how barely any light could make them shine. That was the first true thing I noticed about you. Watching how your carefree smile touched those sapphires you possessed. I long to see that fire in your eyea again...

Rudy morales Sep 2020

Wish

We all have wishes, hopes, and dreams.
Aspirations and goals it inevitably seems.
Cloudy and lost amongst the rubble
How i wish for, just 1 more cuddle.
2 bodies entwined, hand in hand we go
Hair in my face, 1 arm going dead.
Never the less I would stay in that bed.
Hope that you see before its too late
Before you close and lock that old gate.

I was not what once you had dreamed of
But merely a boy who just wanted to love
So scared and afraid to lose all hope
But the gate that you close feels just like a rope.
The boy is now gone he wont come around
For in his place stands a man more sound
I dust myself off and i plod on ahead
Scared and still anxious but sound in my head.
A new suit of armor and a new blade to boot
But this time is different for im more astute
Compassion and empathy ring true just for me.
How I wish that you could see what I've come to be.
Open your eyes, see what you will lose
I am no other not just some small muse.
1 of a kind thats how I was made
You have my loyalty and shiny new blade
Fear not this man is not here to harm you
But carry your burden and stand tall its true
I was made with a bag to carry my sorrow
The pain and suffering of every tomorrow
I dumped my ******* and cleaned it out good
Its ready for you to let go if you choose
Do not be scared know i am strong
Fill this bag up I'll carry it along.
You need a break I can see that
Too much you have carried, let me take the slack.
I vowed and I swore to be by your side
Let me take over, and you have a ride.
Rest your head on my chest and let the worry go
I'll prove im unique if you'll let me just show
I was made to carry burden unlike any man
Give me yours, take a break, I'll stand as tall as I can.
The choice is yours that much is still true
But see before you decide which 1 you will choose.
Before you push away know what you will lose
A man for your burden and that is no ruse.
A heart that loves you and cant be compared
No lies or misstrust that can be equally shared.
I dream and i wish that you will choose well
I hope that you see that this is no spell . . .

Rudy morales Aug 2020

Day by day

This is hands down the hardest its ever been in my world. To see 2 perspectives. Wants and needs. We need space to heal and grow. We want a happy life. Full of bliss and trust. How we started so strong and naive full of hope. The needs at the beginning were simple. A need for love to consume 1 and a need to give an endless amount of love. 2 perfect needs meeting. And then life came and years passed. Novelty wore off and desires to grow and learn the dance of new needs and lack of listening came. So much hurt not being seen or heard. Finally opening my eyes and ears like a newborn hearing and seeing for the first time. Witnessing what was had and could have been has been erased and the door what could have has been shut;

Rudy morales Mar 2013

Us

I am what I am. As are you. we are our own beings. Own like owner. We make our own calls our own choices. We do what we want. Like the tide. We always come to the same conclusion. What we truly want. Take the time. We have it forever. Think twice. Whatever we want we always get in our head. But think twice for what you want shouldn't feel what we really want. It's up to us to be us honest and carig and the people that we truly are. So be you have your morals dignity never give up but help others. Do right by the rest of. Us.

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