I just sit here,
that brave, happy face I wear day after day,
slowly falling apart.
I just sit here,
tear stained eyes,
listening to all the laughter and happiness,
as i slowly fall apart.
I just sit here,
staring at that dull door hiding me from view,
dreading the moment I would have to go home,
fresh tears roll down my cheeks.
I just sit here,
secretly hoping someone will save me,
save me from this torture that is messing with me.
Wiping my eyes with my already drenched sleeves,
I unlocked the toilet door,
and yet once again
I plaster on that brave, happy face.