you love the better side of me
exterior you always see
day after day will always be the same
appearance is a contest
I go through everyday
waking up in bed
those **** thoughts in my head
to please or not to please
to be me or...
my other side transmogrifying
a kaleidoscope of emotions
loving to hate me
bruising my core
mocking me
taunting me
daring to point me in the eye
my existence is a lie
it shadows itself
creeping
creeping
taking its fangs
sinking
sinking
into my flesh
I don't know the other side
the constant fight to be set free
feeding on my pain, addiction
it wants all side of me