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So close...
Yet so far away
Only a couple more months
And some number of days
I'm almost there
I'm on my way
I never thought it would be this close
I can almost grab it
I'm patiently waiting
But is time actually moving slower?
Maybe it's just me
My mind is just focused on that day
It sounds so scary
Yet I'm as excited as ever
Because it's just..
So close...
Yet so far away.
I want you to hold me tight,
I want you to fix my broken heart,
I need you to stay by my side,
I have to ask you to love me,
I have to apologize for my wrongs,
But i need you to see,
The beauty within me,
I know you know who I am,
You make me happy,
I am sorry if I have ever gave you doubt,
I am sorry if I have ever doubted you,
Thank you for all of your trust,
I will not throw it into the dust,
I think you should stay with me,
That is my opinion,
I hold your heart in my hands,
So gently baby,
So i don't cause it to break,
But so tightly,
So it won't try to escape,
I am always going to be yours,
No matter what.
I lye awake at night,
Sometimes listening,
Othertimes i'm seeking,
Looking for any clues,
Maybe finding some ghosts,
Past, Present, Future...
What is time?
Why does it go by?
Why does it stand still?
Am I living in the Past?
Present?
Or Future?
I would like to say i'm living with time,
Where ever time goes..
I go!
I wish I knew your thoughts.
I could comfort the bad ones,
I could persuade the good ones,
I want to be your dream catcher,
Send all your bad dreams to me,
I will send my good dreams to you,
My love, you are the most important person to me,
I will lye awake,
Thinking,
Time ticks by,
Soon I will be by his side!
You are not invisible,
Everyone else is just to plain to see,
Don't be so blue,
never let anyone stand in your way,
Be who you want to be,
Don't go changing yourself for the wrong reasons,
I say this because I have noticed you,
I have seen your sad face,
I want you to smile,
Live life the way you think it should be lived,
Because you dear,
Are perfect.
Cold fills the air,
Sending shivers through the body,
Clouds over head,
Wind blowing sweetly,
White objects start falling,
They blow around with the wind,
They end the journey by sticking to the ground,
Such beautiful bliss,
So cold but so warm upon the soul.
Blocked by words that just won't come.
They just sit and I don't know what to say.
Where are those thousands of words when I need them most?
I wish my mind would speak some words.
I guess this is what happens when life goes your way.
You have nothing really sad to say.
Maybe I should say the happy things.
That seems somewhat difficult.
I am grateful though...
I get my chance to be happy and rise above the mess I once was in.
I can't wait,
I get to see the one i love,
He travels for miles,
While thinking of me,
He is my Christmas,
My life, Pride, and joy,
He is on his way,
I cant stop loving him,
No matter what he does,
Or how far away he is,
He is in my heart,
Day after day,
Month after Month,
Year after year,
He has been in my arms to
stay.
Why doesnt the world stay sided with me,
I am happy,
But then something always brings me down,
I faced this demon,
Once,
Twice,
And even more,
I did not know this was possible,
You try so hard at getting rid of something,
But it fails to go away,
I'm not alone,
Yet i feel like i'm the lonliest,
It truly is strange how the world works,
I feel sick and yet i'm healthy,
But how long is this going to last,
Am i stuck with my demons forever,
Or will they just go away.
Take my hand,
Show me,
All the places we haven't seen,
Let us go make memories,
Just you and me,
Let me explore life with you,
Lets go on journies,
Pick a destination,
I will follow,
Lets explore everything,
Our everything,
You are everything,
Let me explore you,
I want to know who your heart is,
I want to know who it is gonna be,
I want to be with you through it all,
I'm here,
Right here,
Just wake up,
Open your eyes and heart,
Let me in,
I will show you love,
Love like never before,
Love worth waiting for,
Just let me near.
The fairies are coming to play,
They paint the leaves,
They turn the sky grey,
They shake the trees,
They sing lullaby's
Making the animals want to sleep,
They fill the clouds with air,
Having them blow wind everywhere,
They drink up lots of water,
The lakes become dryer,
Sometimes the sun shines,
It's as bright as ever,
The fairies like the night,
So they make shorter days,
They make everything peaceful,
Everything is beautiful,
I wish autumn could stay,
But the seasons will continue,
Nature will begin to change,
Everything will get colder,
Everything will become more grey,
Nature will cover up the land,
With a big white blanket,
Maybe to keep it warmer,
But everything else will freeze,
All because the fairies came out to play.
You're not even gone
But I miss you so much.

Only countable days away
But I can't help it.. I feel so blue.

I think this time is the hardest
Even still I act the strongest.

The distance is far
And the time away is long.

I will feel helpless
Knowing I am away from you.
You stole my umbrella,
You danced and laughed at me,
I tried to clean and you decided to investigate the bags,
You are such a little thief,
You are so mischievious,
You pick on me and hide from me,
Sometimes you get so hyper that you run into the wall,
You're such a goof ball,
I can only sit you still with peanut butter,
You play until you just cant play anymore,
You look so sweet when asleep,
But wake you up and you just want to run and hide things,
You make me laugh,
I love you little guy!
Blood rush to the head,
Knees shake,
Body shivers,
Teeth chatter,
Breezy cold air,
Dark shadows fill the night,
Whispers everywhere,
Emotions deep in fright,
Surroundings empty,
No one in sight,
Nothing to see but moonlight.
Just wanted to say to you my dear,
Goodnight and please sleep tight,
I will talk to you tomorrow,
But as for now please pretend i'm there,
Please just hold me tight,
Have the sweetest of dreams,
Know that i love you,
Now I must slumber,
I will fantasize and dream about you my prince,
Feel free to invade my head anytime you wish,
I will always be here with you,
Goodnight to the sweetest heart out there,
May all your sweet dreams come true lover dear.
Everything is grey,
It's not a bad day,
Just confusing,
I don't know what to do,
Or say,
I just feel grey,
Not in a bad way,
Not in a good way,
Not even an in-between way,
Today is just a confusing day.
I have to go,
I just need to think about things,
Alone,
With much silence and sadness,
My first thoughts...
Maybe I just got abandoned,
I could just be selfish maybe,
I just need to be with my home,
It seems like it doesn't want to see me,
No matter how welcoming and warm it seems,
Is it really going to do this to me?
I wish for just one thing,
A perfect home,
Which might be why we fumbled yesterday,
I'm looking for what i already have,
But isn't with me at the moment.
I just want to be home.
How could i be so **** selfish?
Do you see me?
Am I here with you?
I traveled into your future,
Am I coming in clear?
Were we meant to be?
I'm here,
At least, I hope so,
Did I do you wrong?
Did you meet another girl?
Where are you?
Please find me,
I'm so lonely and scared,
Help me get through,
I'm here,
If you want me,
Please tell me,
Am I where i belong?
I have many inspirations.

Music brightens my day,
Poetry takes the pain away,
Love puts a smile on my face,
Accomplishments that I chased,

My biggest inspiration is myself,
It's not common.
I have watched myself grow,
Become who I want to be,
My biggest dream is to inspire others,
I was once weak and unhappy,
I was a stranger to my own self,
I never knew I could be so happy,
So comfortable with myself,
I never thought I would believe in myself,
I always thought i was going to be doubtful,
Doubtful of myself,
My dreams,
My life in this world meaning something,
One day I rose up out of the darkness,
I grabbed on to my life,
Changed it around for the best,
I became my own inspiration.
The wind blows,
hard and fast,
the leaves fly around,
along the ground,
the sky is grey,
the air is cool,
beauty,
pure beauty,
energetic weather,
but you,
you look at me,
like i'm so cruel
all i can do is sit silent,
not knowing what to say,
awkward silence,
i feel like crying,
i don't understand,
i don't remember why we are fighting,
the words you say,
did you mean them?
the sky is grey,
so is my heart,
i feel it is ripping out of my chest,
you turn on the music,
every word of it,
describes how i think you feel,
the lyrics hit me,
like i did you wrong,
i don't know what to do,
i don't know what to say,
i don't know how to feel,
will everything be okay?
soon though we talk,
you keep it simple at first,
then everything comes out,
what do i say?
finally i hear it,
those words i needed to hear,
now i know what to say,
i'm sorry,
you take me in your embrace,
and then awkward silence again,
i lay on the floor and start to cry,
you ask me,
are we breaking up,
and then you spill out your heart to me,
you take me in your embrace again,
and we cry together,
finally,
i say those three words,
that makes everything okay.
I feel like writing a poem,
Gosh what to write about?
Well it snowed this morning,
Such a beautiful day out,
Strange,
This might just be a draft,
Or maybe i will let you read,
I do not know,
I just feel this need,
I am just writing a simple poem,
With lines that just come to mind,
Nothing can stop me now,
What's done is done,
Strange how rhymes and lines,
Can just come to the mind,
It all happens so fast,
Like a teen getting pregnant,
Or a bird getting shot,
Those are rough examples,
But what are you going to do?
I'm not gonna stop,
I will keep writing until,
I no longer wanna write this poem,
So it may be long,
Or short,
Only my mind can tell,
I am simply just writing,
I don't know how much of this is serious,
I have boredom,
It struck within me,
This is quite a normal thing to do,
I guess now,
I am through,
My mind has simply blanked,
Like the ground outside,
Covered with snow.
I want to kiss you,
But i can't...
Your lips taste like sugar,
Our kiss feels like electric,
I fantasize about it,
Im always staring at your mouth,
So soft and mouth watering,
I long for our lips to become one again.
I find myself writing life lessons,
Only just to inform myself,
I'm only in high school,
But I simply don't belong,
I am okay with that,
As I walked by the lake today,
I heard everyone talking,
About me as i passed by,
I felt down,
I then realized,
Maybe it isn't me,
It's them,
I can walk down by the beach all alone,
Without shame and I can enjoy it,
I grew stronger,
I am independent,
I do not feel the need to put others down,
I only need one love and one friend,
That is what i cherish,
I have the most precious love,
The most loyal friend,
I love how my life is going,
I can raise my head up and smile,
It's sad that it takes such bravery to smile,
I do it,
I am brave,
I know who I am.
Please don't leave me,
I'm out in the cold,
I didn't mean for any of it,
I am being effected too,
Don't hurt my heart,
Let's make forever come true,
I wish love was simple,
I honestly do,
It will never be easy,
To love it takes two,
Stick with me through this,
I know it is a difficult time,
It doesn't really have to be,
Don't take us for granted,
This love will pull through,
Just remain mine,
I will do everything i can do,
do not let the past split us apart,
It is over now,
I would not go back to change the small stuff,
Cause if i do,
I may not meet you again,
Everything will be okay,
It's just me and you.
Cant seem to get through,
These walls that are put up,
The whole world against us,
No body can see it,
No one will believe it,
They don't understand,
We take life by the hand,
Come to my side,
See life through my eyes,
Tear down the wall,
Lets watch it fall,
Crumble to pieces,
Turn into gold,
We will keep on living,
Even when the hearts go cold,
Take away the pain,
Let go of the shame,
Find all the reasons,
Why we keep believing,
Someday we will find out,
What we really are about,
Why we take things for granted,
I will never really understand it,
Don't lose the light that you have,
Don't fade out the colors of the world,
These things we will never see again,
Soon everything will be pitch black,
Search out the things that make you strong,
Because soon those will be long gone,
Let life take your hand,
Let it guide you across this small amount of land,
Be sure to thank it,
For every second it gives to you,
Do it now while you still can,
Someday it will be too late,
You will regret it if you don't,
Don't die regretting fate,
Take the risks,
See where it gets you,
Don't look for shortcuts,
You will find them where you don't want them,
Someday you will look back,
Asking if you could go to the good old days,
Life is short,
Eternity is forever,
No one lives an eternity,
So live like you are living life,
Wasting time is just taking time,
From someone else who wanted it,
To say goodbye to the ones they love,
To look at the trees and skies above,
Time keeps going by,
We know nothing about it,
No true measurement,
What is time?
We do not know those answers,
All we know is we don't have much of it,
To find out what it actually is,
No body can see it,
No one will believe it,
We can't get through the walls that surround us,
If only we will see it clearly,
The life we live is here and now,
So live it until the time runs out.
Deep,dark, and restless,
I feel as if everything is slowly slipping away,
I cant hold on much longer,
I have to let go,
Things and places i can't let go of,
Slowly but quickly,
Being pulled away,
I need to keep my situations safe,
But i'm afraid i may be losing control,
So please my friend,
Pray for the best of me.
Had it all figured out.
Life.
Warmth.
Home.
Money.
Support.
Where did it go?
I'm just getting older.
Slowly slipping away.
I lost myself.
Where am I?
I thought I knew.
Now I can't be sure.
What makes me happy?
What am I passionate about?
Besides my true love..
I don't have much at all.
Wanting the burden to go away.
I am stuck hiding in this world.
Lost in all the dark corners.
With all the painful memories.
With all the happy sights.
With the mixed up feelings.
I just don't understand.
Why am I lost...
During the time I need to know myself the most.
My whole future depends on me.
But i'm stuck.
Lost.
Just...
Lost.
Only few miles apart,
Its been a couple days,
Since I have seen your face,
All I can do is imagine it,.

I miss you to where my stomach hurts,
My heart skips a beat whenever I see a car like yours drive past,
Thinking constantly about your embrace,
The way you kiss my face,
You always tell me I am beautiful,
You say i'm  your angel,
I miss your voice,
I miss gazing into your eyes,
Deep and blue,
My eyes are brown,
Not as perfect as yours but they see you so clearly,
I feel home sick even though i'm under the roof of where I live,
I am at complete comfort when you cuddle up to me,
I love the way you look at me,
You touch me so sensitively,
Almost as if you're afraid I will break,
Although you say my heart is strong,
I gave it to you,
Which is why it is that way,
You held it together with care and love,
I feel sick without you.
Would you wait for me forever?
Does music play when we are next to eachother?
Do you love me as much as I love you?
It's a tricky question I know,
Love so true can't be measured,
It can't be weighed,
The only way to know is how its shown,
How you look at me and your eyes get bright,
I can feel the warmth your heart is sharing,
:) I just get so comfortable around you my dear,
Love is such a perfect feeling,
I have so many things to make choices on,
But you are one choice I made a long time ago,
You came to me and from there you became that perfect fit,
Its like I needed to find that perfect puzzle piece to place inside my heart,
You were that huge piece of me I never will forget,
I knew from the beginning we belonged to one another,
You say you believed so too,
I am glad we came together with such perfect fate,
We have our obstacles like everyone else,
Don't get me wrong,
But I feel grateful that we don't take each other as granted,
We just have to stay strong as time carries us on,
I want to grow old with you,
We will live in sweet perfection,
As we take the steps to better our future,
I promise to help you up when ever you feel as if you fell down,
Even though you and I aren't perfect,
I feel as if together we are perfection.
He is my everything.
My love. My life.
The way he laughs,
The way he cries,
The way his blue eyes shine.
He is my everything.

I found his love from just a small,
But, large distance.
I looked into his eyes for the first time,
And i knew right then and there
He is my everything.
When miles apart or heart to heart
I still feel the immense love for him.

He is my everything.
My love.
My life.
Mine.
Forever.
Oh what pure beauty,
So much perfection,
How is it even possible?
Someone as handsome as you,
You can get anyone,
But why me?
I'm not complaining,
I am deeply amazed,
Your eyes,
So much astonish,
Deep serenading blue,
Soft pale skin,
All mine,
It is so warm,
Just like your heart,
It beats to a beautiful melody,
keeping you here with me,
Your lips,
Red, soft, and perfect,
Our kiss is what makes me love you most,
It reminds that you really are real,
It shows me that life is worth living,
Tells me that we are going to be together,
Forever.
Lonely stranger in the distance,
She dresses warm to escape the bitter cold,
She walks slowly,
Her eyes are locked to the ground,
Deep in many thoughts,
She is beautifully awkward,
Silence is what surrounds her,
Never talks but listens carefully,
She has suffered through much pain,
But her love makes it all go away,
She is a stranger surrounded by angels,
They watch over her so gently,
Her emotions can get the best of her,
That is why she writes poetry,
She never speaks unless spoken to,
She can remain so still,
Silent, for several hours,
Just thinking to herself,
She inhales the morning air,
As if it will all soon be gone,
As the beautiful scent drifts through her body,
Many memories flow through her head,
She is strong in many ways,
She is weak in all others,
She will never give up hope,
She believes in faith,
She is growing to be very mature,
She listens to her instincts,
She knows what is right and what is wrong,
Her brown hair blows in the wind,
Her dark eyes shine with content,
Her pale skin lights up the darkness,
For the most part she is happy in life,
Although she finds herself very alone,
She is easier to trust than the average,
But, trusting other people is a hard thing for her to do,
She has many irregularities,
But that is what makes her perfect,
She is the mirror of me.
Eyes wide open,
Breath silent,
Ears listening,
Mouth shut,
Surroundings cold,
Air thin,
Stars bright,
Sky dark,
Moon full,

The cold breeze hits,
The goosebumps pop up,
Blinded by dark,
Hypnotized by the beauty of the stars,
Mood swings caused by the moon,
Walking silently into the dark night,
Oh so much delight,
Fog two feet ahead,
Surrounding everything hidden,
Mysteries appear from the lack of sunlight,
Mischief fills within,
Darkness makes everything seem so free,
Including me, Just wandering.
You told me you never loved me,
You said you never really cared,
You told me you won't miss me,
Why do you do this to me?
How can words so simple affect a person so easily?
I feel like a bullet forced its way through my heart,
I will never be the same again.

Changing someones life isn't always good,
Don't you see how you effected me?
Do you understand that a heart cant mend itself back together?
Why do you lie so much?

Just get out of my life!
Please remain hating me!
It would be easier if you just don't apologize for the names you have called me,
or the threats you have put on people.

It would be easier if I didn't see you so I don't remember.
all the regretful moments i have had with you,
But you don't care what my heart has to say,
You said you never did care,

Your heart is cold,
You lie too much,
No one deserves the pain you put me through,
Don't try to deny it,
You will always know it's true,
But i know, just like everything else,
What i'm saying is just another thing you will lie about.

What did I ever see in you?
Your words don't cause me pain anymore,
You left me completely numb,
Now get out of my life,
We are done.
People are mysterious,
We all have stories,
Secrets to keep,
We all have our lies,
Truth,
Most importantly we all know pain,
It is always the ones with the most pain,
Who become the targets,
From other people they are judged,
It's a very strange process,
Giving more pain to the pain,
They already suffer,
Take time to think,
Before you judge a person,
Ask yourself what they may be going through,
What happened in the past that affected who they are,
All they are trying to do,
Is figure out why they are here,
Who they are,
Sometimes they get blinded by judgement,
They get negative answers,
They think negative thoughts,
Then they become someone....
Wrong for who they were supposed to be.

It's also the strongest people,
Who have been through the most pain,
They suffered through all,
Found themselves in a better place,
Lit up there lives,
Ignored all the judgement,
And forgave those who put them in pain,
They grew from their experiences,
They never gave up,
They followed fate,
It brought them to a stronger place.
Loving you, I see you shine through life everyday. i see you and your precious face, So pale and porcelain, but what i don't understand is how you could be so perfect and i could be so... not. Tragedy happens to the best of us but why does it happen to me? i understand why it happens to you, it is because no one, not even me, is as perfect as you, But what i need to know most is if you can hang on, i need you to believe, i am searching for that perfection within myself, i am so sorry that it took so long, I just don't want you to know me as someone who has wasted your time, i don't want things to end and i don't want you to feel like i am asking a lot out of you, i am so imperfect that i need someone as perfect as you to help me seek the better sides of me, my better sides have never shined around any one but you, even then did i lack the full ability to be your perfect, i can't seem to make things better but i really am trying, i have been trying so hard lately and you saw it, i knew i couldn't lie to you any longer, so i told you the truth, but i numbed you, i hurt you, and that is a side of me that i never ever want to see again, i want to make things better for you, and for myself, I see who you are, I know how fragile you have become, Even though i may not have been myself back then you still saw me, you had faith in me, you told me i was strong, but i wasn't, i was so weak to the point where only time could fix things. I am truly glad though, that i had the courage to tell the truth after so many lies, i was strong and you were stronger, I want to be able to tell you the truth from now on, because you deserve it, you deserve it more than anything in the world, You deserve someone to love you through everything, through thick and thin, although you don't make as many mistakes as i do, you still deserve it, In many ways you will always be more mature than I, but as you should know, I am much more mature than most my age. You will always be my perfection. I will always be  your imperfection.
Heart in motion,
Soul put in to view,
Experiences within me,
Much more than a few,
Mind at work,
Emotions running away,
Blood warm,
Roses red,
Violets blue,
People loving you,
Or not knowing what to do,
Thinking deep,
For the write words to say,
Then scribbling them on a page,
Acting through the mind,
Instead of violence there are words,
Forgiveness without the awkwardness,
You can write about it all,
More than a million words out there,
You just got to put them in your mind,
Then free them,
By writing poetry.
She was once a strong woman,
Over time she grew weak,
But that isnt quite the truth,
Because,
As her body grew weak,
Her heart grew strong,
She was an angel on Earth,
Now she will be an angel else where,
As sad as it is to see her go,
Think,
Atleast she is no longer in pain,
Someone who has been here,
My entire life and longer
I dont know how im going to cope,
As long as i do cope,
I think she will be happy,
She was loved by everyone,
I never heard her name spoken negatively,
She had no enemies,
Her heart was open,
She doesn't care about your past,
She loved everybody no matter,
Now she must leave this world,
But she remains in the hearts,
She left us her memories,
She changed us all,
She no longer has to be afraid,
She no longer needs to suffer the pain,
It's hard to believe she is flying with the angels,
But she was an angel,
Put here on Earth,
Now she will be deeply missed,
Rest In Peace.
December 20, 1950
May 9, 2013
This is writin in honor of my grandma. The most wonderful person who has helped me grow in life.  She has been there with me through it all. She always will be. No matter where she is right now.
The darkness inside of me waits,
eagerly to get the revenge that i seek,
to cure the emptiness you left inside of me,
to better the spirit you abused,
to make my life worth living once again,
to **** off the evils that you have done,

Patiently waiting for you to come to your senses,
then crush you and knock you down,
i will make you see who you are,
you will know how sick you become,
you will lead your life as a failure,

i cannot find any words that describe you and your actions,
i am angry, hurt, upset,
i will seek my revenge,
you will be destroyed,
just like you destroyed me.
I never knew how much a being can love,
But..
So much that everything is possible,
And yet..
Impossible.. Like atoms,
And the difference when they are seen and unseen,
I have not yet explored what all is to come with our love,
So I feel the same as those little particles that make up our world,
We have that unseen and seen type of connection,
I hope you understand. :)
Inspired by Down the Rabbit Hole pt 1
Poetry is the heart,
Speaking out,
It is your soul,
Flying across the page,

Poetry is your feelings,
Deep in thought,
It is your blood,
Running through your veins,

Poetry is your mind,
Silent but heard,
It is your thoughts,
Just waiting to be seen,

Poetry is your lust,
Just waiting to be felt,
It is your desires,
Just waiting to be free,

Poetry is your life,
Just waiting to be read,
Poetry is everything,
Just waiting to be written.
Dear broken hearted girl,
There isn't always evil in the world,
Your day soon will come,
Your life will turn around,
Your soul will seek its peace,
You will learn to love so strongly,
Your heart will mend,
Your tears will dry,
Soon there will be no time to cry,
You will climb the stairs of life with no regrets,
Someone will be there to keep their promises,
Abandonment won't be an issue,
For you are beautiful,
Soon the whole world will know,
You will be at peace at last,
Be patient,
Don't cry,
Your day will come.
It was a dark and stormy night,
The thunder appealed to her,
Always mesmerized by the lightning,
Hair blowing against the deep breeze,
She stands on a balcony of pained memories,
As soon as the lighting strikes it all fades away,
Mind become blank,
She can' t hear the voices when the sound of thunder shears the earth,
The rain comes down,
Drops on her perfect pale skin,
She can no longer feel the pain,
She is in the scary delight,
Her mind is finally free,
She has become sane once again.
Lyrics that tell the story just right,
Drums that beat along with the heart,
Piano that appeals to the soul,
Guitar that lights up the dark,
Singer that gives the poetry a voice,
Dancer that sways to the sound,
Sound that shares every emotion,
Violins that call to the angels,
Harp that shares the love with everyone,
Flute that hits the highest pitch,
Symphony that's perfectly timed and tuned,
Melody that takes the lead,
Harmony that is depending on the melody,
Crescendo that's sent to the farthest places,
Stacatto that throws the crescendo back,
Forte that is big and bold,
Pianisimo that is nice and calm,
That is the sound of my dream,
That is the feeling of joy,
Happiness,
Comfort,
Love,
Music that influences all,
All that influences the music,
Where would the world be,
Without all theses glorious sounds?
Silence,
Soft breeze is felt going through my hair,
Trees shake and whisper to the air,
Silence,
Thunder claps,
Lighting brights up the night sky,
Silence,
Moon hidden by clouds,
Surroundings hidden by fog,
BOOM,
The noise rolls in closer...
Faster,
Louder,
Pitter patter,
Pitter patter,
Water falls from the darkness,
It soaks the ground..
It is the only thing heard,
Lightning strikes again
Lighting the sky for only a second,
Now its darker then ever,
Hear the rain hitting the ground,
Feel the cold wind as it brushes through the trees,
Smell the air...
It smells fresh and clean,
Silence.
No,


I refuse to let you go,
You aren't allowed to leave,
I have grown so obsessed,

My love is dependent on you,
You are going to stay be my side,
No matter what,
Just like we promised,

You won't leave,
I will not allow for it,
I have seen your soul,
Literally,
That is so rare can't you see?

You handed me your heart,
You can't have the precious thing back,
It is mine,
You are mine,
This is our destiny,

I'm not ending it,
Not until you take my hand,
And continue,
Our life long journey,

I know I fail you,
Oh so many times,
My past haunts you,
But please,
Look into the future,
Our future,

I see it so clearly,
Like it is meant to be,
I can't see it any other way,
Besides you always being with me,

You are my purpose in life,
I would have ended it,
But you came along,
You saved me,

You can't leave now,
It is only the beginning,
You are trapped,
Stuck with me forever,

I'm sorry,
But that is how it was meant to be,
You aren't leaving me,
I know you agree,

Because,
I know,
You Love me.
The seasons are changing once again, The sun is back out but how long will it last, it will hide behind the clouds soon enough, coming out to blind us all, we don't get to see it or feel it very often, it is such a burden.
You cut me too deep,
you threw my life away,
you stuck it on my skin,
then you slipped it through my veins,
you put my life to shame,
and you're the only one to blame.

Your shadow still follows me,
What you did to me will never heal,
you hurt my heart,
you took a hammer and shattered my life,
you chained up my soul so it couldn't be set free,
now i will never know how my life should have been,
You never cared,
i was just a girl, lonely and scared.
This ring you gave me,
Why did you do it?
I just keep staring at it,
How can I keep it safe forever?
I know I have to,
Because soon you will be gone,
Why did god choose you?
Why do you have to go so far away?
Just to get even further away?
I watched you cry for the first time today,
As we all said our goodbyes,
You didn't deserve this,
Does grandpa ever cry with you?
Or does he try to stay strong for you?
Last year you were perfectly healthy,
Then suddenly you became sick,
we watch as you get sicker and sicker,
ALS gets worse and worse,
But i grew up with you my whole life,
I don't understand the way god works,
I just want you to be okay,
You deserve a second chance  to make things right,
To be the healthiest ever,
Please,
Is it selfish to say,
Don't go?
They can't do this,
It's not right,
Doesn't anybody understand?
How can you let him get away with it?
He didn't just **** my spirit,
He stole what was precious,
Why am i the one being punished?
I can only release my pain through poetry,
He did so much shame
....I hate his name,
They can't do this,
It isn't right,
Life has to be a little more fair,
Shouldn't it be?
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