No,


I refuse to let you go,
You aren't allowed to leave,
I have grown so obsessed,

My love is dependent on you,
You are going to stay be my side,
No matter what,
Just like we promised,

You won't leave,
I will not allow for it,
I have seen your soul,
Literally,
That is so rare can't you see?

You handed me your heart,
You can't have the precious thing back,
It is mine,
You are mine,
This is our destiny,

I'm not ending it,
Not until you take my hand,
And continue,
Our life long journey,

I know I fail you,
Oh so many times,
My past haunts you,
But please,
Look into the future,
Our future,

I see it so clearly,
Like it is meant to be,
I can't see it any other way,
Besides you always being with me,

You are my purpose in life,
I would have ended it,
But you came along,
You saved me,

You can't leave now,
It is only the beginning,
You are trapped,
Stuck with me forever,

I'm sorry,
But that is how it was meant to be,
You aren't leaving me,
I know you agree,

Because,
I know,
You Love me.

Everything is grey,
It's not a bad day,
Just confusing,
I don't know what to do,
Or say,
I just feel grey,
Not in a bad way,
Not in a good way,
Not even an in-between way,
Today is just a confusing day.

This ring you gave me,
Why did you do it?
I just keep staring at it,
How can I keep it safe forever?
I know I have to,
Because soon you will be gone,
Why did god choose you?
Why do you have to go so far away?
Just to get even further away?
I watched you cry for the first time today,
As we all said our goodbyes,
You didn't deserve this,
Does grandpa ever cry with you?
Or does he try to stay strong for you?
Last year you were perfectly healthy,
Then suddenly you became sick,
we watch as you get sicker and sicker,
ALS gets worse and worse,
But i grew up with you my whole life,
I don't understand the way god works,
I just want you to be okay,
You deserve a second chance  to make things right,
To be the healthiest ever,
Please,
Is it selfish to say,
Don't go?

Don't worry







I Will


Always



Love









**You

Heart in motion,
Soul put in to view,
Experiences within me,
Much more than a few,
Mind at work,
Emotions running away,
Blood warm,
Roses red,
Violets blue,
People loving you,
Or not knowing what to do,
Thinking deep,
For the write words to say,
Then scribbling them on a page,
Acting through the mind,
Instead of violence there are words,
Forgiveness without the awkwardness,
You can write about it all,
More than a million words out there,
You just got to put them in your mind,
Then free them,
By writing poetry.

Just wanted to say to you my dear,
Goodnight and please sleep tight,
I will talk to you tomorrow,
But as for now please pretend i'm there,
Please just hold me tight,
Have the sweetest of dreams,
Know that i love you,
Now I must slumber,
I will fantasize and dream about you my prince,
Feel free to invade my head anytime you wish,
I will always be here with you,
Goodnight to the sweetest heart out there,
May all your sweet dreams come true lover dear.