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192 · Sep 2014
Depression
rose14195 Sep 2014
I wish I could write happy poems

to bad everything in my life is sad
I cou
191 · Apr 2014
alone
rose14195 Apr 2014
I don't want to be alone
But alone is the only thing I have ever known
190 · Apr 2014
My baby
rose14195 Apr 2014
My feelings dont matter to  you mom
that was the last thing my baby said to me
I was so mad I didn't even say sorry
I knew I was right and she was wrong
but I wish my baby didn't die mad at me
I know if she was here she would tell me she loved me  
but she would say it sarcastically
I'm just not sure what that means
All I want to do Is tell my baby I'm sorry
I just wish she died happy
188 · Jul 2014
Broken
rose14195 Jul 2014
Im broken
Im lost
Looking for a way
To cut out the monster in me
I'm hurt
Trying to find a reason
To live day
To day in this
Misery
186 · Aug 2014
Suicide
rose14195 Aug 2014
I just wanted you to know

I tried to **** myself for you
186 · Jun 2014
Scars
rose14195 Jun 2014
they always said she was different
you never denied she was strange.
she come asking for help,
but to you it was all just a game.

she came to school,
hurting the most by far
. but instead of crying,
she held up her heavy heart.
and you said you didn't know about her scars

she was never the same,
after that day.
when she showed you her bruises and you laughed anyway.
you said she was weird,
you used to call her smart.
you claim some friends just drift apart.

she came to school,
hurting the most by far
. but instead of crying,
she held up her heavy heart.
and you said you didn't know about her scars

She was hurting
but you didn't seem to care
she called out
but you were never there
you didn't love her
when all she needed was a friend

She came to school
hurting the most by far
but instead of crying
she held up her Heavy heart
and you said you didn't know about her scars
184 · Jul 2014
Savior
rose14195 Jul 2014
I
Just
Cant

I cant live another day
with everyone looking at me

like im the savior

when i cant even save my self
184 · May 2014
can't love(10w)
rose14195 May 2014
I can not love you
If you don't love yourself
183 · Jul 2014
Please Notice
rose14195 Jul 2014
I wish somoeone could see me

for me

in real life

I wish someone

would finally notice

that im never


actually



happy
182 · Jul 2014
Death
rose14195 Jul 2014
I really wanna fall asleep right now













And not wake up
181 · Jun 2014
Before Christ
rose14195 Jun 2014
what was your life like before christ
181 · Mar 2014
Jesus
rose14195 Mar 2014
I know the maker of all things
he is greater than all things
he wants to be loved by all things
He lives in me
He he is amazing
He is the God for me
181 · Jul 2014
Pure Happiness
rose14195 Jul 2014
Have you Ever had that one moment of pure happiness?

                    




Can you tell me what it feels like?
180 · Jul 2014
Home(2)
rose14195 Jul 2014
You know that moment right before you cry?

That feeling?

Well that is my home
179 · Nov 2014
Please
rose14195 Nov 2014
Please talk me out of numbing the pain
I cant forget his face
178 · Apr 2014
Talking
rose14195 Apr 2014
Talking is so difficult
so I will make this easy for you friend
I will hold out my hand
so we can start again
177 · Jun 2014
Secrets
rose14195 Jun 2014
I wish I could just go out onto the street
scream all my secrets to the world
and have at least on person
ask if i needed help
175 · Apr 2014
why I write
rose14195 Apr 2014
When I write
I never know what I am going to write about
I  just take my pencil and start writing things
and my words are powerful
I let go of all my emotions
And this is why or write poems
rose14195 Jun 2014
When you cant have what you love
you learn to love the things youve got

When you cant be who you want
you learn to be who your not

When you cant get what you need
you learn to need the things that stop you dreaming
*Passenger
171 · Jan 2015
empty
rose14195 Jan 2015
I have never been so empty
168 · Jul 2014
I'm sorry
rose14195 Jul 2014
Why do people act like the words

"I'm sorry."

can fix everything?
166 · Jul 2014
Just Breathe
rose14195 Jul 2014
I was sad
upset
I didnt want to live anymore
and the only advice she gave me
was the one thing I didnt want to do

*"Just Breathe"
166 · Jun 2014
Blinding Light
rose14195 Jun 2014
Your standing in a light so bright
I start to wonder if your in the dark
162 · Jun 2014
Jump(10w)
rose14195 Jun 2014
How can I jump when no one will catch me?
162 · Jun 2014
Poetry in the world (4)
rose14195 Jun 2014
When you listening to a song
and the piano makes you wanna cry
158 · May 2014
Dont cry
rose14195 May 2014
I hate to see you cry
I don't know why
my feelings for died
a while ago
but i hate to see you cry
So wipe your eyes
for me
157 · Jul 2014
Lost
rose14195 Jul 2014
How can I lead others out of the darkness

When I'm still lost?
What i have thought about since the day I found out about you
156 · Jun 2014
Poetry in the world
rose14195 Jun 2014
When you watch someone cry
and you feel so bad you cant speak
156 · Apr 2014
Me
rose14195 Apr 2014
Me
What I went through
makes me me
but what i went through
wont change who i will **BE
154 · Apr 2014
Half full(10w)
rose14195 Apr 2014
The glass isn't half full

I just finished drinking it.
150 · Apr 2014
Words
rose14195 Apr 2014
words
some words are empty and meaniless
they are said make things up
so the real world seems less harsh

words
some words are crisp and cool
they can make you fell sharper
and can make you fell like a fool

words
Some words are warm and comforting
they are said to console
and there meaning can't be controlled

words
words can change someones life
they can break it too
so beware what you say
more that what you do
146 · Apr 2014
Home
rose14195 Apr 2014
You make me so angry
You live your life separately
Them come home and take your anger out on me
You say you don't like the way this house is running
But maybe you would see if you apwere home when it was moving
You see a ***** bowl
While I have the memory of our child eating
You tell me I should spend my time cleaning
Well I think you should spend your time living home
Because this house is no longer your own
146 · Jul 2014
Living(7w)
rose14195 Jul 2014
Living in a dream I have never had
145 · Apr 2014
Deep Question Of The Day 1
rose14195 Apr 2014
If you could choose just one thing to change about the world, what would it be?
Ok guys I am going to post one of these everyday and I want you to write your answer in the comments. Thanks!
144 · Apr 2014
Time
rose14195 Apr 2014
Time never stops
but I think thats a lie
time stops when you see a beautiful bird grace across the sky
time stops when you look into the person you love's eye
time stops when you see a dance that makes you wanna cry
time stops when you look at the beauty of life
141 · Jul 2014
Love
rose14195 Jul 2014
Have you ever loved someone




So much it hurt?
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141 · Jun 2014
Poetry In the world(3)
rose14195 Jun 2014
That feeling
when you see the person who loves you
140 · Aug 2014
Death
rose14195 Aug 2014
Death is the only thing that has always been there for me
135 · Apr 2014
Love
rose14195 Apr 2014
Love .......
It's complicated

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