The wind blows outside my window
A tear falls from my eye
I’d do anything for you
I just wish you would try

You are the one I want for life
The one who’s always there
She ****** you up so badly
It just isn’t fair

I know you love me back
You’ve made it very clear
But she did break your heart
And now you live in fear

I don’t know what else I can do
I want to make you see
Yes, she hurt you badly
But that isn’t me

I’d never do anything to you
That would hurt you deep inside
I wish that I could gain your trust
To help, to be your guide

You know everything about me
I know nothing about you
I promise I’ll always be here
I want to help you through

I know next year you’ll be gone
And I will still be here
But if you would just wait for me
Soon I could be near

You cannot do long distance
She ****** up your trust
But being with you in my life
Has now become a must

I don’t know what else
There is that I can do
Just know that if you ever need
I’m always here for you

I see you on that field
Oh, I love to watch you play
The sport you hold so dear
The one that's keeping me away

I know that it's your passion
I know it is your soul
But I need to have you close
You're the one I want to hold

If only football wasn't
Such a big part of your time
Than maybe I could finally
Say that you are mine.

But then you wouldn't be the man
That I have come to love
So, I guess I would change nothing
When push comes to shove

Football is your passion
I understand that's true
I know you love your sport
But Baby, I love you

Some days it hurts
It hurts more than anything
Knowing I can’t completely have you
“He treats you like garbage”
“You deserve better”
“He’s not worth it”
These words I hear too often
And it hurts
Because I know they’re right
Some days it hurts
Because I know I could do better
Someone who would hold my hand
And say to the world
Yeah, that’s my girlfriend
Someone to show me off to everyone
And be proud to have me
Some days it hurts
But some days it doesn’t
Because just having you is enough
Knowing that you’re mine
Even though I can’t call you my boyfriend
It’s usually enough
To touch you
And love you
And hear your voice say my name
Some days it’s enough
But some days it hurts
Because I love you
And I won’t let you go

I don't know why I feel as though,
You're slowly slipping away.
It might have been because,
I did not sleep enough today.

No matter what the reason,
I do feel a distance grow.
I feel as if the days to come,
Are going to make you go.

I need you here right by my side,
Through thick and then through thin.
I don't what I'd do without,
You're like my ******.

I think that if I left right now,
It'd be easier on you.
However, without you by my side,
I'm not sure what I'd do.

I wish that summer could last forever,
And I could keep your hand.
But I know that when the school year starts,
You'll continue what you planned.

Football is your passion,
It's where you want to be.
I just hope that you can find some time,
To still be here with me.

Don't say goodbye to me, my love,
I promise I won't go.
I'll be here and I'll wait for you,
If you ever need me so.

As you watch the movie,
I sit and watch you.
You fascinate me,
With everything you do.

Then you look over at me,
You bite your lip and smile.
Whenever you are with me,
You make everything worth while.

Though I still have no idea,
What was going through your head.
When you looked at me so lovingly,
Was it something that I said?

Was it something that I did to you,
That made you look that way?
That made you want to look at me,
And give me that display.

As you bit your lip and smiled at me,
I almost went insane.
Though to this day I've no idea,
What went on inside your brain.

If only you were here right now,
Closely by my side.
I could tell you how I feel,
All these emotions that I hide.

I want to tell you every thought,
That rests inside my head.
But every time I try and say it,
Its like the words have fled.

I've typed it up for you to see,
And think it every day.
I guess the fact that I love you,
Is what I'm trying to say.

The words don't want to leave my lips,
The just will not come out.
I thought that I should let you know,
I love without a doubt.

To me you're more than just a friend,
You're someone I can turn to.
When I am hurt, or need some help,
Or need someone to talk to you.

You're not my best, or first, or last,
But I know you're always there.
You're one of a kind, you always are,
And no one can compare.

Just know that I am always here,
If you ever need a hand.
I'd travel over anything,
Water, air or land.

Next year you leave and go away,
But please don't let go.
Of the times we've had, the goods and bads,
The joke only we know.

Just thought I'd say I'll miss you girl,
When you pack and move away.
I promise that I'll visit you,
No matter what the day.

Give me you're hand, love,
And place it on my chest.
Do you feel my heart beat softly,
Underneath my breast.

The beat is slow and rhythmic,
And forever it stays true.
This heart that beats so softly,
Has always beat for you.

If I were to leave and never come back,
I wonder who would care.

If I were to love with all of my heart,
I wonder if it'd be rare.

If I were to ask you to wait for me,
I wonder if you'd be there.

If I were to want you to love me back,
I wonder if you'd dare.

Run.
Run while you can.
Run from it all.
Run till you can't run anymore.
Never look back.

Inhale,
Hold,
Exhale.

Watching the smoke billow from my parted lips.

Inhale,
Hold,
Exhale.

The cravings haunt me night and day.

Inhale,
Hold,
Exhale.

Oh, how easy it would be to get my hands on another.

Inhale,
Hold,
Exhale.

My head gets dizzy as my body goes numb.

Inhale,
Hold,
Exhale.

The cravings never go away.

Drop it,
Step it out,
Walk away.

I quit for you because I know you're worth it.

Sometimes I want to run away.
Sometimes I just want to stay.

Sometimes I want you by my side.
Sometimes I want to run and hide.

Sometimes I want your embrace.
Sometimes I just need some space.

Sometimes I try to get good grades.
Sometimes school completely fades.

But something that is always true,
No matter what you put me through,
I am me.
Not you.

Love is a mystery
Not understood
Not sure if it's bad
Or if it is good

One thing I do know
My feelings are true
I get lost in your eyes
When I am with you

Don't know what to do
Or what I should say
But if you could just please
Meet me halfway

Don't want you to leave
Want you by my side
Can't escape the feelings
You give me inside

I used to believe
That love didn't exist
But that went away
The first time we kissed

With your arms around me
I always feel right
Like nothing can hurt us
Our fears out of sight

Love is a mystery
But I know it is true
The feelings I have
I know I love you

When you needed some time
And you went for a walk
I would always be there
If you needed to talk

I was being naive
I thought you didn't know
But you knew I was there
And did not let it show

Sometimes I would follow
Sometimes I would cry
But whichever I chose
Inside I would die

I guess that's when it started
Our "psychic network"
And that's when I became
Less of a ****

And since that day
It's like you read my mind
And you know how I feel
There is no way to hide

And I know for a fact
You'd take a bullet for me
But without you in the world
Where would I be?

You are my life
You're what holds me together
If you weren't here
I'd be lost forever

With nowhere to go
And no one to see
With nothing to do
I wouldn't be me

Besides you can't leave yet
There's still so much to do
My life was so boring
Before I met you

So when school's finally over
And we're finally free
I hope you will still
Stay in contact with me

We've been through so much
Now lets go have fun
The past is behind us
It's over, it's done

We could travel the world
We could sail on the sea
We'd have so much fun
Just you and me

So whenever you think
That life's just not fair
Or you think to yourself
That no one is there

Just pick up the phone
And give me a call
Or invite me over
And we'll patch up the wall

But no matter what
Just a couple more years
We'll be out of this hell hole
And there will be no tears

We will party all day
And get smashed every night
And the **** from our past
Will be way out of site

With you by my side
I will have no more fears
As long as you're here
There are no more tears

So stay here with me
Till the very end
I'll love you forever
My very best friend.

Your always so happy
But what about me?

You seem so free
But what about me?

You always see
But what about me?

I’m sad
I’m trapped
I’m blind
I’m lost

But you helped

Now I’m happy
Now I’m free
Now I can see

So I must thank thee

I wanna run
Under the sun

Away from here
To disappear

Just gotta run
Before I come undone

Cause of all this
This so called bliss

Just wanna run
Run for fun

It’s all just fake
It makes me ache

I gotta run
Cause I’m so done.

You are my friend
Until the end
You helped me to mend
You are my friend

I look to you
To get me through
When I feel blue
I look to you

Cause I’m just me
Can guarantee
That this was meant to be
Cause I’m just me

But I’ll be okay
With my sky grey
I’ll be away
But I’ll be okay

Promise you won’t fret
Please don’t regret
Don’t be upset
Promise you won’t fret

Don’t be ******
I couldn’t resist
Had to follow the mist
Don’t be ******

I went so far
I touched a star
Didn’t use a car
I went so far

Wish you were here
To wipe away the tear
And rid of the fear
Wish you were here

I’ll be fine
I won’t whine
And though I don’t shine
I’ll be fine

Don’t try to find me
Cause you can’t find where I’ll be
I needed to flee
Don’t try to find me

I’m sorry for leaving
While you were believing
I was deceiving
I’m sorry for leaving

This is goodbye
Please don’t cry
I took to the sky
This is goodbye

Why’d you have to break my heart,
Why’d you have to tear it apart.
Every time my sky was grey,
You would make me feel okay.
But sometimes you just don’t see,
What it was you did to me.
Sometimes you would make me cry,
And I would think I’d say goodbye.
But then when we would talk once more,
You’d make me feel like I did before.
Back when you would make me smile,
And being with you was worthwhile.
And I know that I should let you leave,
So that I can just sit and grieve.
I’ll get over what you did to me,
Just you wait and see.

If I were to jump
High in the sky
Would you jump with me
Or would you say ‘bye’?

If I were to fall
Back down to earth
Would you stand there and catch me?
What am I worth?

Cause to me you’re worth everything
Big and/or small
So if you were the one hurting
I would not let you fall

You’ve seen me crying
You’ve seen all my tears
You’ve heard all my stories
You know all my fears

Yet through it all
You still stand by my side
You help me through
When I just want to hide

You’ll always be there
You’re my best friend
And I’ll stand beside you
Till the very end!