Please forgive me I've seemed to have misplaced my conscience
You see I just killed three families , and I smiled , pay no mind I'm clean about it
My knives were sharp making this quick and I left them at their dinner table it was silent
The screams echoed through my clear head
Why so startled ?
I thought you people liked the gruesome terror that is ******
Oh only in movies ?
Well I think life's a movie and we are all actors
Only the true actors survive
That family didn't survive
I seek red
wait what did u just call me？
freak?!?!
You call me a freak because you don't understand
Because I have a concept that you find insane and mental
I am doing you ******* a service !
I am giving you real entertainment
I am making life worth living
Forcing you I live on the edge because my knives may be around to cut thy rebellion down to a a minor blood stain on this lovely white carpet
You seem upset
You know I never started this
You did
I had a family
And you shot them down off of looks
You gave no care to mine
So why the **** can't I relive that through each slaughter each beg and plea
Sorry for my language earlier it was a little out of pocket
I can't start giving my cares out to murderers
Will I stop is a question I get often
No I won't I think you conniving pigs deserve every breathe i steal away
Maybe then this legalized ****** can end
Maybe civil equality can return
What are my terms to turn my self in
Now why would I do that ?
My terms are to return my family back to me
Oh you can't
Well I guess I can't come out of hiding
You call call me freak
Single me out
But aren't you all the same
When you say you'd **** for what's yours ? WHEN YOU DON'T CARE WHO IT IS AND THEY DARE NOT HURT THOSE YOU LOVE?
I have no reason to accept the customs of you killers
I will swim in the ashes of the homes I burned down
Drink the tears of each victim like hard whiskey
And hold close to my dog tags remembering how i served you ******* and how you took my everything away...

You know it’s nice this time of year

To write letters

To find inspiration in fallen leaves

Though fall is like winter when you have your head in the clouds

Ideas falling out of your mind like stars

And I decided to write to someone, something out of reach

Well first I want you to know it’s a pleasure to meet you

And that I am bad at greetings

I also cannot hold eye contact for long periods of time

That and I kind of am a shy person dressed in confident clothing

So pardon me if I am a little unresponsive

But , I do open up soon enough

I don’t know how to start this letter

So let me start with that I will love you unconditionally

I lost you already huh?

But just offer a listen

I know you’ve heard it all before

But I am willing to place all doubts aside

I have pre-written vows

I will love you,

Cherish you

And because that smile is so great I will through a sandwich or two in there

I won’t be blind to your feelings

We will always be working alongside each other

Sorry I am acting weird

I am sort of not used to this

I’m running out of words

Forgive me this idea is close enough to touch

Though you seem so unattainable

But I cannot help but smile when I hear your name

I’d hold your hand in winters chill

I wouldn’t place a price above the love we’d share

You and I will be synonymous terms

We are one…

Fate doesn’t show me the script these days

So I don’t know how we will meet

Nor when this will be

But

Please accept this letter in advance

I seal it with the my heart

Sure I’m falling tough for something that may not be in my reach

But just know, I may not be that girl that is “bad”

Or the chick to say is ****

Families love me though…

I don’t know when this will be,

So until then I’ll trace my lips in lipstick

Smile and hope you’re out there

Hope to see you soon…