WHEN I HEARD ABOUT HIM MY STOMACH DROPPED AND MY TEARS STARTED TO FLOW AND I CLENCHED MY STOMACH AND REALIZED THAT LAST YEAR THAT COULD'VE BEEN ME.

FOR IN ITSELF IS AN ABSOLUTE.................
WHEN REFERRRING TO A NEVERENDING ABSOLUTE...... IS THAT NOT AN ABSOLUTE? "NEVER SAY NEVER!" ,  YET, SOMEONE ALWAYS SAYS. I WILL NEVER DO THAT AGAIN:  NEVER!

HYPOCRYTICAL RHETORIC,  FORCING YOU FROM YOUR HEAD TO YOUR NECK, KNOWING YOUR LOSING SELF RESPECT BY REALIZING......  SWALLOWING HARD MAY CAUSE REJECT FROM ANOTHER: WHO HAS  HEARD YOU REFLECT, "there ARE NO NEVERS IN ABSOLUTE!'

Love Thoughts

You know.....it is amazing to the heart...an epiphany if you will: to realize some one has impacted your life so profoundly, that you actually FEEL the emptiness of the deep space they left behind.

I was analyzing this picture of a long dock leading out to a beautiful sea with every bright color in the sky you could imagine! Beautiful picture, sand, colors sky... IT Is  ALL THERE.      BREATH TAKING REALLY.

I saw my self walk that dock, grow wings and fly off the end - into the sky, into the universe ----to search, FOR YOU...I BECAME deeply overwhelmed: with just the thought of eternity?????...

WHAT IF?...........I WONDER......IS THIS IS ALL WE EVER GET? DO WE SEARCH FOR ONE ANOTHER IN TIME?  IS it NEVER...ENDING!? DO WE HAVE THE PRIVILEDGE OF SEEING EACH OTHER ONCE AGAIN? IF JUST TO SAY.THANK YOU!

THANK YOU: FOR LOVING ME!  INSURE YOU, ALL YOUR EFFORTS MADE A DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE: AND I SAW YOU THEN, AS I SEE YOU NOW.................
I loved YOU...I love YOU........ letting you go!

BEAUTIFUL...... REALLY!

                    RONDALYN BRINDLEY-HAMMOND               2/8/2014