ever have that feeling that when you light a smoke outside it feels so relaxing to just..

sit there,  hear and watch it burn,  watch the ashes float down like snow and just remember..  just remember those good old times,  when everything was fine..  no worries in the world..  

it takes me back you know?  I haven't gotten a clue why I ever started smoking but.. I guess it helps to ease my mind..

and basicly, I guess it takes some of the pain away in life and helps to keep you going to live another f*cking day in this gods forsaken world.

-R