An ever turning world
And here I am
In a perpetual loop of unending breath
Feelings and emotions I can still feel
But I can't help but think...
Are they even real?

It's 11 o'clock i should be asleep
But im wide awake with the thought of you
Since that dreadful day that I learned something of you
You're with him now and Im stuck here,
Lost without you
Surrounded by darkness i cant see the light
Where did you go? You' re lost from my sight
Do you still know me?

Torn in between two worlds
It's getting harder to sleep
The thought of her fills my restless mind
Im sad and elated at the same time
Im losing sight of reality
But through it all i can see
With what's left of my sanity
In between these two worlds of insanity
She will forever be my reality

Remember when we were together?
The happines that we both shared
The memories that we both made
The moments that we both have
You were my world, my light, the reason that i get up in the middle of the night
As i lie in my bed
Filled with agonizing thoughts of goodbye
And corrupted memories of a time long gone

Stuck inside your world of despair
A tiny light shimmers a twinkiling glare
Awoken in a world of ones and zeroes
A world filled with meaningless heroes

Despite the emptiness i hope you realize
Despite the wall separating you and I
Despite the isolation you feel inside
Please know I love you atrocities aside

Going through my day
It's all the same, nothing's change
Till I saw your smile
Colors change world aflutter
Smile that set my world on fire