I've spent years in a hole
That got deeper each day
Then somehow I found a rope
Now i'm slowly falling
Back into my dark hole
And it's deeper than ever before

The ocean beckons me with it's beauty
I approach with caution
In a hypnotizing step
Stopping just before
Wet meets land
The waves charm me in
I abandon the unneeded
And let the tides pull me out
Farther and farther from shore
Inhale
Exhale
One last breath
And I surrender myself to
The Deep Blue

My love for you has endured
All these years apart
With every moment
Of my lonely existence

How did this spark
Grow a flame
That burns on nothing
But my hope for us

I spend my time thinking
Maybe
someday
Your fire will meet mine

And it will spread
Bright enough
For the world to see

As we slowly part
I hope for just another
Enchanting embrace

Though never too intimate
I long for something more
I guess it's too much
To ask from the universe

How can I have everything
But also have nothing

With you I don't feel as if
I'll completely crumble
But as if
I'll melt into your warm body

What hinders such a perfect fanatasy?
Is it the other lusting eyes?
Or my lack of self worth?

What ever the matter may be
I will fight past it
For you are meant to be
*Mine