Recently I've noticed
Out of all my friends
I'm liked the least
And ignored the most
By the opposite ***
Recently I've wondered
Why
And I have concluded
That I am
**The Ugly Friend

We sit in a row of four
I'm on the edge
On the outskirts
Why don't they talk to me
Until they need something
I thought we were all friends
Maybe I'm just the worthless one...

I tried to write a happy poem
But my hand stayed still
My paper stayed blank
And my mind was empty

So instead I wrote this poem
Of my failed attempt
To write about an emotion
I haven't felt in so long

The surface of the water
Is first to be seen
But the real beauty lies
Beneath the sea

You were happily recieved
Although you cause me pain
Made a huge imprint
Unlike a picture or a name
I was young & foolish when I got you
But I guess it's ok
I'm actually grateful
That you'll permenately stay

Wanted!
Distractions for my sadness
All ideas are welcome
Make these feelings disappear
And you'll be rewarded
With the satisfaction of saving my life

I spent the past few years
Wasting my time and searching
For something that would never be found
No map or GPS will lead me to my treasure
Because I have to find it
Within myself
This is a life-long journey
I'm willing to take