Words to use more often...
discombobulate
cleave
eminent
enthralled
fetching
effica­cy
superfluous
audacity
scrumptious
embrace

your eminent embrace left me discombobulated, more so
enthralled with my audacity to cleave to your ideology
to your superfluous information again, and again
you left me fetching, begging for more?
the efficacy of your tongue to influence even the slightest
emotion, twitch of affection...infliction
scrumptious aspiration to
shut you up.
to discern your words of capacity from ignorance
your unawareness of my copious, carnal motives

Ways to wake up...
drink it black, drink it hot, drink it wet
each pleasure, each vice
this moment could dictate your next 24 hours.
books
smokes
***
coffee
i'm enslaved to it all
have to have it
...Ah, **** The Smokes.
afterthought
forethought
deepthoughts
innerthoughts
write­ it
read it
drink it
***** it

I love the night.
The dark.
The darkness.
I open my curtains to let the dark in.
Calm.
Sensual.
Silky darkness.
The sounds of the night awaken my senses.
My body reacts.
Every rustle.
Every creek.
The night.
The dark.
The darkness.
Ignites every fiber of my being.
I love the night.

I'm enjoying the on again, off again of the rain..
One torrential downpour leads to a ****** of a calm.

The dark grey cloud in and out of cumulus nimbus clouds,
Sets the backstage of the sun molesting us with heat and humidity..

Until the rain comes again,
Wet
Hard
Sensual kisses...

Descrying; home invasion
Obscure connotations; razors edge, double-edged sword
Cupid misses the heart and stabs in the back.

Gushing blood; vital organs severed

****, Bang, Blow

Don't hack my ****.

I should have taken your picture
Hot
Sweaty
Muscles taught
Skin flushed
Breath heavy
Spent
I should have taken your picture
To get off on it later...

Skin, supple, firm, soft
Curve of breast, ****** always teased
Flat, taught stomach, perfect belly button, rose tattoo
Hips and *** move in unison
Thighs, strong and lean

Nine months, baby cries

A look in the mirror
Unrecognizable

****?

Same small size, same soft skin
Stripes that were not there before
Curve of breast, ****** tense, not so firm
Stomach, wrinkled, striped, stretched skin, faded rose tattoo
Hips, ***, thighs...hot with a pair of jeans on

Love me with my clothes on
Love me in the dark of night
Love me naked, in front of you, in the light?
Want me?
Touch me?
**** me?

Go watch ****.
Abdomnioplasty.