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Robin Nov 2012
Someone wake me up. I’m dreaming now. It felt so good until I figured it out.
Your blurry face and your sweetest sounds,  I must be sleeping , you’re with me now.
I wonder how It got this way. Pulled the cord was a big mistake.
Now I’m stuck in my lonely blues, but your violent reds were killing me too. So what’s the use?

On top of the world is your voice like rain. Your face is the sun, drives me insane.
Running fast through the memories of you, but they’re slipping away and I am too.
Someone wake me up. I'm trembling now. I tried to stay to cool but you froze me out,
and as I woke cold and alone, I felt the woes of a silent home.
A couple of whites could bring me back, but there are sorrows in the light and sorrows in the black.
Robin Nov 2012
I didn't realize I loved you.
Not when you saved my life
Or when you drove me to hospital and stayed up with me all night
Or when you grabbed my hand because you saw my pain
When you knew I had troubles and helped me change

You were my family at all those soccer games
You always came and screamed my name.
I didn't realize I loved you, though you knew my whole life.
The only friend who looked at me with pride.
The only person in the world who'd seen me cry.

I didn't realize I loved you, no not at all.
Until that night, in the kitchen, alone with you last fall.
Watched you laugh at my stories, the ones you'd heard before.
Saw those eyes of yours that marveled and never seemed bored.
Heard you hum the same song you did every day and smirk when you saw me looking your way.

And when you burnt your fingers on the stove and put them to your lips to cool.
Never, have I envied anything more than those fingers, in that moment with you.
And you didn't pull away when I took them in my hands, and kissed each one.
Felt your heartbeat as I whispered in your ear, both us of coming undone.
I didn't realize I loved you but I knew it then, In that moment,
My skin on your skin, Whispers of love filling the room again and again...

— The End —