I almost wonder...
Why we met.
Lesson; to not repeat.

These hands were for loving you.
To cradle...
To liberate.

Revisited the crime scene today...
Not for me I guess?

A few photos pictured...
The very best of waking slumber.

What will you take to the grave?
False conviction justified.

Violins brought the death of you...
Do rest well dear.

In all the hours we talked...
What was actually said?

Under final approach...
Those three numbers.
Past.
Ignored present...
Always.

An ad in the paper...
A sigh.
Festival; without you.

Squint of eye.
Grit in teeth.
Bound to the coming...

Enchanting encounters.
Breaking barstool.
Impact ice.
Wondering, waiting, willing... wordsmith.

Plain and simple.
My heart was always bigger than yours.

Be clear with sense;
Absolutely.
Fountain of understanding;
Shrouded. Disconnect.

It seems...
That all your beauty;
Ended with your face.

Though your eyes were usually vacant...
Those windows can wash.

The never-ending chore...
Missing the company upon cold nights.

I was lost as well...
We were always finding found.

Three glass down. One strong to sip.
Confessions by lightening. Gentle kiss.
Apologies times thousand. Open stare.
Family invitation to cover. The unit. Measured... Expected.
Trial by blanket. Results regarding promise.
By flush... Distance. Words.
Into the comfort. Strange new.
Here before. Missing tomorrow.
Excused. Celebration by day.
A spirit real. Which of two suggest. In company or which of print.
Promises. Lies. Games. Retreat. Stands with weak back. Broken heart. Busted knees.
Collapse. Medication weak. New dawn. Gifts exchanged.
Drifting lips. Delivery. ****.

Tease & gimmick. TOD: twelve long hours.
Breakfast beer in hand. 12 FL OZ. Not enough...
What mess. Stupid. Sorries are nothing.
They roll heartless.
T'was her with the head injury; him in the coma.
Foolish as always been.
What measure.
A few moments...
Stupid & selfish with crap intention.
Other fella unaccounted for.
Before her, less than...
No more.
Not pattern.
Not today.
Not time.
Nihilation.

Never should you have wanted.
Never should you of had.
Sooner should you dismiss.

Poor you. Take the hurt.

And so you go again... Yourself.
Poison.
Spite.
Cruelness. Presumed Power.
Take and take and take and take once more.
Know better...
Trashed as the stank kept.
Disgust.
Which doesn't sink.
Stupid. You ****** up.
The choice is clear.
It chose; consumed, spit you to dirt.
Oh so crafty...
Less than standard.
A riddle for the ages...
Dire, desperate, needing to be fulfilled.
You want to play teacher. You want your hair pulled.
You don't know abuse...
Nothing taught me to stand the very thought of you.
I try. I give. You take. You devour.
I surrender to the suffering.
Tell me again your worth.
Less than my two cents.

Sleepless dark.
Truth to ears. Sad songs. A million before. One goes.
Arm open. Jitter. Repressed. Fraudulent conviction.
Story rolls on and on and on. No answer. Past.
Measure not. He knows. Vegas calls. Home before death...
Hug can not save the break. Soiled. A glance. Soon; too soon.
Wander. Lone. Morning claws. Hours short. A face to see. Well forget.
Broad ache. Pain pills three can not take. Call to make. End. End. End.
Heavy breaths. End. End. End. Care can not be. Tossed. Broken. Picture.
Incomplete man. A roar... A pur. Joke of none laughing.

**** stepped.
Stupid, selfish, ****** up...
Taken.
Body hollow...
Blue glows; all knows.
Shape of deceit. Taste of raw.
Interrupted. Captured moment...
Ignore.
Snap.
****.
Repeat.
Mystery solved.
Sense; of stay too long.
Cutting ties heal.
Distilled; pardoned, never to know. Snapped.
Fracture.
Again with, rise.
Dark a friend.
Computer hue. Realest of moment.
Understanding; the *******.
Easy prey.
Deepest...
Ignorant; *******.

Tenderness.
Banging of irrigation.
Crash of tides.
Snag with pull.
An empty cotton field...
Changed seasons repeat.
Harvest. Consumed. Protected.
Knit.
Her.
Is... Be.

Hell-bent cycle...
Worthy of the devil's doing himself.
He is the **** of ****. Devastation & destruction.
Words can not calm, but razors edge.
No rewind for this train-wreck.
Damage done. Once the victim; now the proactive perpetrator.
Size smaller than small for what purpose.
Tears on her face proof of the callused tongue.
Without pushing, he is terror.
Heart in shambles, not to be pieced nor peaced.
Sitting back in silence is not enough. All is too far gone.
Forgiveness is only the option of a stronger man.
He is hate. Hate is he. Hate the hate, this fate was fate.
Walking away; is never to erase.
Damaged shell, damaged core, damaged spirit.
Her love; too good & pure for; & that of his own.
Though she was careless. He is a *******.
Surgeon needed.

The simplicity.
The laughter.
The anxiety.
The previous hurt.

A voice... Sought to be heard.
Enchanting. Fiction.

Souls of old and wise.
Slower to grow.
Slower to learn.
Slower to know.

Inhuman?
Unconditional.
Worries and waffles.

She is stunning.
He is handsome.

Breath. Peace.
Living away...

What sadness?
Wait.

Of opinion...
Vacant.
Fled fast.
Something more?
Of life...
Perceiving the question.
Advice.
Optimism and ponderence.
Hard, but humble.

Trust...

Been awhile.
Since I could be something;
To someone.

Enjoy the appreciation.

Definitions depending; make the break.
Words DO NOT paint the picture.
Pictures PAINT the words.

Survive the indifference.

Rest.
Be still through the ruts and down-time.
Prep for the terms.
Endure.

Resume the lessons.
Putty the holes and cracks.
Complete.

Understand the calling.

Looking forward.
Lonely soul.

Smitten by choice.
Change of season.

Distance. A meeting.
Dreamt before.

Sunrise or sunset;
In turn, seeking.

Parade.
Lack of rain.
Bonds strengthen. Open. Exchanges...
A tale.
Collection exclusive.
Today we strive.
Hold my hand.
Dismiss the deep.

Older.
Gracious.
Volumes.

Association specific...

Out.
Observation.
Oncoming.

Tender tranquility...

Privileged.
Essence.
Validated.

Be in touch later...
A short nap to refresh.
Quick teaser of what to come.
Next rounds...
Never less than.
Smile.
A lovely evening.

Morning.
Morose.
Moved.
Myself.
Missing...

Mourning.
Mood.
Music.
Memories.
Misc­onstrued...

Presence; transparent and unquestionable...
Upon Ms.
Conclusively hapless.
Foregoing commencement.

One click...
Folder delete.

Photos, emails, history...
You.

Not ready.

Your sister called.
Heard your voice.
Hung up...
Too soon.

Serious passion, connection, depth, and substance...
All I ever needed.

Warning with whispers.
Telling. Trembling. Tracers.
.
.
.
Shelling...
.
.
.
Surrender.

Always dangled a carrot...
Other; more organic and refreshing farms.

Waking up in her warm embrace...
Was letting you go.

Mercy in my melody...
Strumming significance.

First walk...
In tune.

Yellow diamonds burst across the stage...
Repetition and pattern.
Better.
Splendor.

An equal effect on repeat.
Brought on by patterns well.
Advise to resume what is working.
Mutually reeling hearts to impact.
That chuckle... That smile of wonder and curiosity.
Never knowing the last. Addicted to the communication.
Investment. Bricks. Stone. Heart.
Involvement. Presence, attention, and dedication.
Thank Yous are empowering. Grateful is the grace.
Praise random fortune and series of events.
They fall.
Fall.
Fall.
Fall.
Deliverance to new times; a new life.
Love this world.
How much more homework?
Ready for the test.

Never too busy for you.
Birthday plans?
Please come to me... Unknown.
Want you in a cake, as you are the perfect surprise.
Would've loved to feed you. Cherished the opportunity...
It passed.
In the end; you were sweeter and tasted better than any cake ever consumed.

Cheer up doll.
All have hard histories.
Be free from worry.
There is more to have.
Will give my everything to give you anything.
Ask...
It's mine to own; mine to offer.
We walk side by side. Nor step out of sync.
Those good guys from the movies...
We are here waiting.
Chance it.
Let me protect and shelter you from cruelties of the world.
Dance with me.
You'll have your balance.
A sound sanctuary.
Treat me the best you know...
I'll never be cold.
Please.
Let my arms blanket you through the night.
Unselfishly offer your warmth.

... But...

Scars.
Tears.
Cuts and bruises.

The healing.
The emotional.
The damage.

Bank on bliss.
Take a lil' time.
Wait for it.

Passion.
Kindness.
Love.

... Delivers...

Forward.
Crucial.
Foot in mouth.
Endearing confessions.
Honesty too soon.

An offering.
The vulnerable.
Add these memories to the clock.

We write our love story.

Faults of strangers bind.
A promise to be kept.
Chances of partnership.

Behind.
One hour south.
We share the light.
More than mail.
Passport.

Stories of life take a toll.
Please light the applause sign for audience.
Who cares?
Do they?
Do you?
Clap... Support.
Give the illusion.
We all roll on.
We all curl up.
We all make the world go away.
Tough sentiments, struggles, and patience, for the unsettled heart.
High. Low. Own up. Carry your own.
Make the next great thing happen.
The waiting game is forever stale.
Take on an outlet. Play with electricity.
Shock and hairstyle. Zap or pop. A few volts don't hurt.
So much for...

Long Winded Theories.

Missing minutes mesmerize.
Text is troublesome.
Five days in; bought the fantasy.

That guy... Got too close.
There was no sweet dark chocolate to be fed.
It was real.

Tears that healed at distance would flood.
We did the damage.
False smiles will always fade.

I AM MY WORDS.
CAN YOU BE YOURS?

Was delivered as promised...
(Even more.)
You changed your address.