Those phrases that you spoke...
Haunt hardened.
Ingrained, interrupt, and impale... Can not fix this.

In it's own format.
Outside the box.
Great wonder.
Any mention of a Rose.
The light.

Of course; the "*****" within.

The departure of your mouth left me missing your smile.
There is little passion or sunshine in the absence.
My ears do rest; though sweet whispers reside.

Unveiling or unraveling?
The "Artist" to be.
Material on hand...
"Dramatic" is the disease.
Keep hold of the craft.
Not all in the spotlight shine strongly.
It reads grey, but color is there in the stitches.
Hug... Add that contentment. Goodness.

Missing minutes mesmerize.
Text is troublesome.
Five days in; bought the fantasy.

That guy... Got too close.
There was no sweet dark chocolate to be fed.
It was real.

Tears that healed at distance would flood.
We did the damage.
False smiles will always fade.

I AM MY WORDS.
CAN YOU BE YOURS?

As a gentleman, I do not ask for more.
Maybe I should?
Respectful always of the reciprocation...
Until, it's not there.

Hiding.
Vanished.
Trick.
Joke.

So little. Always seemed so much.
Quantitative amount; or because it was coming from you.
This connection. You were attached.
How did I offer more???

Gentlemen.
Play; and keep.
Even.
Score.

Hang my head.
Moments of silence...
The screams. Your voice. My name.
The company. It is you.
Sat and slept side by side.
So many miles.
Days uncertain...
Thought I smelled you in the sheets.
Found a lavender wrinkle thingy in the blankets.

Do you still dream in color?
Hopes of bright imagery?

Every message; always conveyed something.
You gave your time...
Did you use it wisely?

Was more than a quota...

Do you have less stress?
Is there more meaning or memory?

Life is serious.
Forget wading; swim.
Could we be in person?

Good reasons.
Are there?
Ever...
Really?

Meet me at the border.
I'll bring the tacos.
You drive.
Pause.

True Tone...
Hue of honesty.

Do you remember the changes;
The experience that may of altered time of life.

The mention of crashing relationships...
You were too sweet. How did they not like you?

You could not know me;
Let alone save me.

With a firm fist... (Left arm of course, you slammed the gavel.)
You judged. You executed.

The health and well being of my spirit;
completely separate from all actual medical ailments.

You kept to your timeline... Didn't care for my respect.
I'd still think about meeting you in person. Even on this day.

Stories of life take a toll.
Please light the applause sign for audience.
Who cares?
Do they?
Do you?
Clap... Support.
Give the illusion.
We all roll on.
We all curl up.
We all make the world go away.
Tough sentiments, struggles, and patience, for the unsettled heart.
High. Low. Own up. Carry your own.
Make the next great thing happen.
The waiting game is forever stale.
Take on an outlet. Play with electricity.
Shock and hairstyle. Zap or pop. A few volts don't hurt.
So much for...

Long Winded Theories.

... But...

Scars.
Tears.
Cuts and bruises.

The healing.
The emotional.
The damage.

Bank on bliss.
Take a lil' time.
Wait for it.

Passion.
Kindness.
Love.

... Delivers...

Cheer up doll.
All have hard histories.
Be free from worry.
There is more to have.
Will give my everything to give you anything.
Ask...
It's mine to own; mine to offer.
We walk side by side. Nor step out of sync.
Those good guys from the movies...
We are here waiting.
Chance it.
Let me protect and shelter you from cruelties of the world.
Dance with me.
You'll have your balance.
A sound sanctuary.
Treat me the best you know...
I'll never be cold.
Please.
Let my arms blanket you through the night.
Unselfishly offer your warmth.

Never too busy for you.
Birthday plans?
Please come to me... Unknown.
Want you in a cake, as you are the perfect surprise.
Would've loved to feed you. Cherished the opportunity...
It passed.
In the end; you were sweeter and tasted better than any cake ever consumed.

Forward.
Crucial.
Foot in mouth.
Endearing confessions.
Honesty too soon.

An offering.
The vulnerable.
Add these memories to the clock.

We write our love story.

Faults of strangers bind.
A promise to be kept.
Chances of partnership.

Behind.
One hour south.
We share the light.
More than mail.
Passport.

An equal effect on repeat.
Brought on by patterns well.
Advise to resume what is working.
Mutually reeling hearts to impact.
That chuckle... That smile of wonder and curiosity.
Never knowing the last. Addicted to the communication.
Investment. Bricks. Stone. Heart.
Involvement. Presence, attention, and dedication.
Thank Yous are empowering. Grateful is the grace.
Praise random fortune and series of events.
They fall.
Fall.
Fall.
Fall.
Deliverance to new times; a new life.
Love this world.
How much more homework?
Ready for the test.

Be in touch later...
A short nap to refresh.
Quick teaser of what to come.
Next rounds...
Never less than.
Smile.
A lovely evening.

Listen to the soundtrack.
Sick and demented...
Laughter.
How we are safe.
What we'd accomplish.
Diving head first; wounds healed.
The combo of old souls.
Cheers to childhood desires and victories.
Keep us.

Looking forward.
Lonely soul.

Smitten by choice.
Change of season.

Distance. A meeting.
Dreamt before.

Sunrise or sunset;
In turn, seeking.

Definitions depending; make the break.
Words DO NOT paint the picture.
Pictures PAINT the words.

Survive the indifference.

Rest.
Be still through the ruts and down-time.
Prep for the terms.
Endure.

Resume the lessons.
Putty the holes and cracks.
Complete.

Understand the calling.

Older.
Gracious.
Volumes.

Association specific...

Out.
Observation.
Oncoming.

Tender tranquility...

Privileged.
Essence.
Validated.

Parade.
Lack of rain.
Bonds strengthen. Open. Exchanges...
A tale.
Collection exclusive.
Today we strive.
Hold my hand.
Dismiss the deep.

Trust...

Been awhile.
Since I could be something;
To someone.

Enjoy the appreciation.

Of opinion...
Vacant.
Fled fast.
Something more?
Of life...
Perceiving the question.
Advice.
Optimism and ponderence.
Hard, but humble.

The simplicity.
The laughter.
The anxiety.
The previous hurt.

A voice... Sought to be heard.
Enchanting. Fiction.

Souls of old and wise.
Slower to grow.
Slower to learn.
Slower to know.

Inhuman?
Unconditional.
Worries and waffles.

She is stunning.
He is handsome.

Breath. Peace.
Living away...

What sadness?
Wait.

Density. Quick... Not fast enough.
Speechlessness. Was it refreshing?
Please enlighten. Unfold the guarded.
Embracement of it all...
Journeys ahead.
That twelve year old boy giggles.
Tell me.
Dialed in for a connection. Here.
Let me compliment.
Build.
Trust.
Desire.
No offense intended.
Upcoming...
Grateful; yet uncertain.
What will be heard?

Donated number.
The invitation.
Tonight. Passion.
People and animal.
Freedom.
Speechless.
Writing low.
Awhile. Walking alone.
The sincerity.

Kindest Regards,
Passive disclosure.
Flattery in acknowledgement...
Pleasures and wishes for the evening.
Caliber possession.
She fired...
Years of unseen. Six months solitaire.
Walls. Foreign ground.
Possibilities in the introduction?
Take Care.

A sometime chat.
Let's...
Admissions; and name given.
Advancement altercation.
False Mexico.
"Hi" from California.

Tenderness.
Banging of irrigation.
Crash of tides.
Snag with pull.
An empty cotton field...
Changed seasons repeat.
Harvest. Consumed. Protected.
Knit.
Her.
Is... Be.

Hell-bent cycle...
Worthy of the devil's doing himself.
He is the **** of ****. Devastation & destruction.
Words can not calm, but razors edge.
No rewind for this train-wreck.
Damage done. Once the victim; now the proactive perpetrator.
Size smaller than small for what purpose.
Tears on her face proof of the callused tongue.
Without pushing, he is terror.
Heart in shambles, not to be pieced nor peaced.
Sitting back in silence is not enough. All is too far gone.
Forgiveness is only the option of a stronger man.
He is hate. Hate is he. Hate the hate, this fate was fate.
Walking away; is never to erase.
Damaged shell, damaged core, damaged spirit.
Her love; too good & pure for; & that of his own.
Though she was careless. He is a *******.
Surgeon needed.

And so you go again... Yourself.
Poison.
Spite.
Cruelness. Presumed Power.
Take and take and take and take once more.
Know better...
Trashed as the stank kept.
Disgust.
Which doesn't sink.
Stupid. You ****** up.
The choice is clear.
It chose; consumed, spit you to dirt.
Oh so crafty...
Less than standard.
A riddle for the ages...
Dire, desperate, needing to be fulfilled.
You want to play teacher. You want your hair pulled.
You don't know abuse...
Nothing taught me to stand the very thought of you.
I try. I give. You take. You devour.
I surrender to the suffering.
Tell me again your worth.
Less than my two cents.

Tease & gimmick. TOD: twelve long hours.
Breakfast beer in hand. 12 FL OZ. Not enough...
What mess. Stupid. Sorries are nothing.
They roll heartless.
T'was her with the head injury; him in the coma.
Foolish as always been.
What measure.
A few moments...
Stupid & selfish with crap intention.
Other fella unaccounted for.
Before her, less than...
No more.
Not pattern.
Not today.
Not time.
Nihilation.

Never should you have wanted.
Never should you of had.
Sooner should you dismiss.

Poor you. Take the hurt.

**** stepped.
Stupid, selfish, ****** up...
Taken.
Body hollow...
Blue glows; all knows.
Shape of deceit. Taste of raw.
Interrupted. Captured moment...
Ignore.
Snap.
****.
Repeat.
Mystery solved.
Sense; of stay too long.
Cutting ties heal.
Distilled; pardoned, never to know. Snapped.
Fracture.
Again with, rise.
Dark a friend.
Computer hue. Realest of moment.
Understanding; the *******.
Easy prey.
Deepest...
Ignorant; *******.

Sleepless dark.
Truth to ears. Sad songs. A million before. One goes.
Arm open. Jitter. Repressed. Fraudulent conviction.
Story rolls on and on and on. No answer. Past.
Measure not. He knows. Vegas calls. Home before death...
Hug can not save the break. Soiled. A glance. Soon; too soon.
Wander. Lone. Morning claws. Hours short. A face to see. Well forget.
Broad ache. Pain pills three can not take. Call to make. End. End. End.
Heavy breaths. End. End. End. Care can not be. Tossed. Broken. Picture.
Incomplete man. A roar... A pur. Joke of none laughing.

Three glass down. One strong to sip.
Confessions by lightening. Gentle kiss.
Apologies times thousand. Open stare.
Family invitation to cover. The unit. Measured... Expected.
Trial by blanket. Results regarding promise.
By flush... Distance. Words.
Into the comfort. Strange new.
Here before. Missing tomorrow.
Excused. Celebration by day.
A spirit real. Which of two suggest. In company or which of print.
Promises. Lies. Games. Retreat. Stands with weak back. Broken heart. Busted knees.
Collapse. Medication weak. New dawn. Gifts exchanged.
Drifting lips. Delivery. ****.