A sometime chat.
Let's...
Admissions; and name given.
Advancement altercation.
False Mexico.
"Hi" from California.

Tenderness.
Banging of irrigation.
Crash of tides.
Snag with pull.
An empty cotton field...
Changed seasons repeat.
Harvest. Consumed. Protected.
Knit.
Her.
Is... Be.

Hell-bent cycle...
Worthy of the devil's doing himself.
He is the **** of ****. Devastation & destruction.
Words can not calm, but razors edge.
No rewind for this train-wreck.
Damage done. Once the victim; now the proactive perpetrator.
Size smaller than small for what purpose.
Tears on her face proof of the callused tongue.
Without pushing, he is terror.
Heart in shambles, not to be pieced nor peaced.
Sitting back in silence is not enough. All is too far gone.
Forgiveness is only the option of a stronger man.
He is hate. Hate is he. Hate the hate, this fate was fate.
Walking away; is never to erase.
Damaged shell, damaged core, damaged spirit.
Her love; too good & pure for; & that of his own.
Though she was careless. He is a *******.
Surgeon needed.

And so you go again... Yourself.
Poison.
Spite.
Cruelness. Presumed Power.
Take and take and take and take once more.
Know better...
Trashed as the stank kept.
Disgust.
Which doesn't sink.
Stupid. You ****** up.
The choice is clear.
It chose; consumed, spit you to dirt.
Oh so crafty...
Less than standard.
A riddle for the ages...
Dire, desperate, needing to be fulfilled.
You want to play teacher. You want your hair pulled.
You don't know abuse...
Nothing taught me to stand the very thought of you.
I try. I give. You take. You devour.
I surrender to the suffering.
Tell me again your worth.
Less than my two cents.

Tease & gimmick. TOD: twelve long hours.
Breakfast beer in hand. 12 FL OZ. Not enough...
What mess. Stupid. Sorries are nothing.
They roll heartless.
T'was her with the head injury; him in the coma.
Foolish as always been.
What measure.
A few moments...
Stupid & selfish with crap intention.
Other fella unaccounted for.
Before her, less than...
No more.
Not pattern.
Not today.
Not time.
Nihilation.

Never should you have wanted.
Never should you of had.
Sooner should you dismiss.

Poor you. Take the hurt.

**** stepped.
Stupid, selfish, ****** up...
Taken.
Body hollow...
Blue glows; all knows.
Shape of deceit. Taste of raw.
Interrupted. Captured moment...
Ignore.
Snap.
****.
Repeat.
Mystery solved.
Sense; of stay too long.
Cutting ties heal.
Distilled; pardoned, never to know. Snapped.
Fracture.
Again with, rise.
Dark a friend.
Computer hue. Realest of moment.
Understanding; the *******.
Easy prey.
Deepest...
Ignorant; *******.

Sleepless dark.
Truth to ears. Sad songs. A million before. One goes.
Arm open. Jitter. Repressed. Fraudulent conviction.
Story rolls on and on and on. No answer. Past.
Measure not. He knows. Vegas calls. Home before death...
Hug can not save the break. Soiled. A glance. Soon; too soon.
Wander. Lone. Morning claws. Hours short. A face to see. Well forget.
Broad ache. Pain pills three can not take. Call to make. End. End. End.
Heavy breaths. End. End. End. Care can not be. Tossed. Broken. Picture.
Incomplete man. A roar... A pur. Joke of none laughing.