Each and everything in my life is for you
Without you, I'd rather use a knife
and end my life
Each night as i dine
I'd prefer to be with you and have a glass of wine.
Rather than being alone
I would prefer you to be with me
to face the lonely cyclone.

When life leaves us blind,
love keeps up kind.
Your always on my mind

Without you things are not the same,
I've lost my game,
Lost my stride,
Be my bride
and come, lets go for a ride.
My life's just getting sore,
cause I loved you to the core.

Come back to me,
cause that's where you'd want to be

I'd rather end everything,
than wait for nothing.
I want to move on
but my heart just wants to hold on.

This aint a request,
Just a quest.
A quest for you, and only for you.
-RKJ

The feelings just keep coming back to me
like a tidal wave,
Promising me a smile.
I know I have to let it go
But it gives me a fake hope
that helps me cope.

I'm trying hard to be strong
but since I don't have you,
Its like a long wait in a queue.
Everything is just going so wrong...

You were the one to give me this first,
but now you've just left me alone in this mist.
I can't believe your feelings just went,
Oh! How hard I was trying not to make a dent.
All that struggle just vanished into thin air
and here I am in total despair.

Dear I never said you were hurting
You gave me everything
but one day you just stopped.
My heart popped.
All I wanted was to be yours.
Oh! How beautiful my life was before
Now its just getting sore.

I fear each tomorrow.
I know it'll bring me sorrow.
Cause you ain't by my side.
I never thought you'd be gone for so long
Without you,everything is going wrong...

How much do you want to punish?
You know my feelings can't just vanish.
I am ready to do anything
Should I move the mighty mountains?
Or take you to the great fountains?
Just tell me what you want
Instead of being so blunt.

You're my strength and my shield
Only to you ever shall my spirit yield.
I'll love you forever
Even if it means me going down the sewer.

I know I dont deserve you,
but my heart cant thriveanymore without you.
I know you fear all this,
but trust me love,I can make our lifes a bliss.

Everytime I see your face,
My heart beats like its in a race.
I dont know how to say,
but you seem to always make my day.

Your smile makes me go crazy,
your hair is as beautiful as a daisy.
COme with me my love,
Lets travel the world like a dove.

It seems hard to not be in your presence.
you're the one that gives me confidence.
It is your thought that makes me stay up all night
I'd do anything to win your love and I'm not leaving without a fight.

Oh!The beauty of your eyes,
extends beyond the skies.
I plead you dear,
Come with me without any fear.

I know if you choose us,
the path ahead will be very hard.
But together we can make through it easily.
Come lets get ready for the ceremony.

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Glass once shattered cannot be fixed.
But can me smelted into the furnace
Remember this day and be reborn.

I thought you knew that I loved you.
I thought I had shown you enough for you to be with me
I was restricting myself from the fear of not being good enough for you.
Fear of you not liking me back, but still I knew what I wanted.
And I thought.. I had done enough for you let me love you more.

The moment I think about you
I go to another world
A world where you love me too
And where I can never be hurt

The truth is I don't know what to say
My mind goes completely blank
I have never in my life lost my way
But with you in my heart, it simply sank

My hands are numb like ice.
I feel like there's something inside me,
Choking me with every breath I take,
I want to smile, but I just cant fake.

But if I tell you all this, you'd just leave.
Like I meant nothing, you'd just think I'm crying because of the pain
But this is a cry for help and you leaving will just shred my heart more.
Ah but this pain is numbing me from the blunt fact.

Like every silver lining in a cloud,
I guess there is one to the fact that you don't love me.
Because I sure know the pain that I will have if I know you're dying.
And I never want you to experience that.
So yeah, guess its good that you  love him and not me.

It's probably my fault, My love was not enough
My love was not enough to keep you in my life.
My love was not enough to spend the rest of my life with you.
My love was not enough to make you happy like he did.
My love was not enough to give you what you deserve.
But your happiness was enough to wipe these tears,
And forget about these scars.


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I looked back a thousand times
And can't believe that you left me
Why can't you understand my pain
I don't know how to explain
I just don't know what I did wrong
I can't believe that your love is gone

You never told me these things you were feeling
You've broken my heart & I cant see it healing.
I hope that you're happy in all that you do
That my pain & my hurt YOU never go through.
You weren't just my lover but my best friend as well.
I gave you my all when in love I fell.
But now its all over, you just don't want me no more
Swept me out of your life like the dust on the floor.

It all feels like it was yesterday
You were here with me
And everything seems to be the same
If you want to re-live the great times we had
Just give me a ring, I'll be only too glad
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