some mornings
you just cant
open your eyes
and you lay there
with your jaw cocked open
& your ears sewn shut
hugging your pillow
pretending

unsheathe your ****
& swing away
slice the scars between
every leg

tears and blood
& latex rubber
get on your knees and bow
my 'lover'

-you are mine
i am i
rip and ride and
leave you dry

wipe those tears
from your face
open your mouth
as i fire away

swallow down we need not waste

(the system that we breed in is perpetuated by PHALLISCY ! CASTRATE THOSE WHO OPPRESS YOU!)

inside
me
there's this ill will
contempt
******
surging feeling
for everyone
i pass on the street
                   brushing my shoulders
i cant help but wish
this whole city
would
blow-the-****-up
and there'd be nothing
left
but little
Dandelions
to tickle my scars

this morning i tripped
over a a sleeping body lying on the floor.
cigarette butts and bottle caps
broken glass and stray nick bags

naked cuddling bodies behind every single door
[except mine of course]

this ****-hole smells like stale beer and ***
and the sink is full of week-old ***** dishes

honestly i wouldnt give a ****
that this house is falling apart
if i hadnt been the only one
who woke up alone
:
    -
                /

1 pill every six hours
AND NOT A DROP TO DRINK
i just want a cold beer
[FORGET YOU] AND GO TO SLEEP

sitting here
watching dandruff flakes fall upon my lap
forming trillions of little constellations
reminding me of you

its hard to say
what i really feel
cause i never really know
biting my nails
itching my crotch
breathing
in
                     & out


i dont see
any beauty
in this curse
called love

there's a bank
right down the road
from my parents home

how i'd love to see that **** up in flames
burning money and banker bones

cause the news man always says
theres some trouble going on over seas
but the truth is of course
it all starts here
right at the end of my street