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Richard Mar 2015
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If I killed myself, would they care?
The last time I tried, they locked me in there.
When I'm already trapped inside my head, and the nightmares make me dead.
But they don't care.
If I died right here.
They just ******* care what they hear.
If the pastor says they're terrible parents, because they pushed me to it and out of religion.
When it's my choice to do what I want, and I say **** the church , that's my final thought.
They send out prayers, just for me, I reject them.
**** it, imma leave.
I dont care what you have to say, the next thing they're gonna say is that im gay.
They just hate me and what i've done, they ******* hate me because my legacy has begun.
I'll leave this planet a happy parent.
Of 5 -8 kids making me relevant.
To all the little boys and girls, I'm a disaster who just ruins lives.
Until I say **** it , I just arrived.
I'm the most important they'll every see, i'll be the one who makes history.
But they don't care if I die, **** it i'll just be that guy.
Idk im sorry.
I didn't read it after I just typed and sent
Richard Mar 2015
I'm not getting into college.
I lost my way.
I use to be smart, back in the day.
Now I talk to her, and have a 9-5.
I don't do ****, **** my life.
I'll end up stuck, in the vegas way.
Stuck in debt, i'll turn out dead.
I ******* hate this city, there's no way out.
Unless your're college bound, **** it im out.
idk im sorry
Richard Mar 2015
They call me Satan's son
Because I act different
I wear tshirts to church
And I don't like to sing
And because I make a little green at the age of 16
People think I steal and ****
Destroy and Deploy my thoughts to my generation
But they lost their train of thought
When they realized their daughters a thot
And I went in during a tour this Am
I regret my ways
But hey dont judge
I dont honestly know im sorry
Richard Mar 2015
Are you really going to disown me because I don't believe in your religion.
Lie and tell everybody that I'm not one of your children.
When the fact is that I'm just young and dumb.
I don't see it how you do, who even are you.
I thought a mother was suppose to love and never judge.
But you hate and destroy it was all just a ploy.
So I would love you with all my heart,
and you'll just tear it apart.

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