on a night alone
its good to know you're out there
doing something
i don't know who you are
but you are there
and i am here
and neither of us
are really alone

I look at you and I am happy
my heart carries scars from the past
people who will never be forgotten
who will never be forgiven.
but you ease my pain
in your arms I feel safe
your hand in my hand brings security
rubbing my back warms my soul
I am trusting you with my heart,
the small piece I have left,
be gentle not careless
for it is all I have to give,
keep it in a box with your favorite things
hold it in your hand and protect it
that is all I am asking.
I can feel your kiss on my lips
your hand on my cheek.
I need your warmth,
your body,
your protection.
with you I am happy.
I am more than I could dream to be
because you are more than my dreams
you are everything I have ever wanted.
I fall in love easily and fast,
that is my flaw.
I am falling in love.
words cannot describe it

Two months ago
I did not think of you.
now,
you are all I think of
funny how times change.

I see her across the room
all my friends surround me
yet I am alone
her eyes intimidate me
shock me cold
I want you for me
as she wants you for her
instead of a fight
she stabs me with her eyes

I just want to be felt.
I want someone to know I am here.
I want you to care for a second
My heart is yours for these few minutes
This is all I am craving.
Say you'll remember me
Tell me something to remember you
A secret, your favorites
Remember my name
Sing me a song
Rub my back like you want me
Tell me I'm special,
Tell me I'm good
Kiss me when my eyes are shut
For these few hours
I'm yours
You are mine
But only for now.
Tomorrow we move on
To speak only here and there
Nothing Important.
But for those few hours
We belonged together
One night was enough