The best is
sudden.
When life goes
as planned it
might be nice
but I wouldn't know.
But when it doesn't
it's marvellous.
So.
If i had a habit of
making wishes,
I'd wish I wouldn't get
what I want
but what I need

Got me
instantly hooked
As he looked up
straight into my eyes
I never knew
there were
eyes coloured electric blue
Inexplicable
And I stood there
Being burned
by the icy fire
storming in his eyes
If exists
any magic
then that
was
it.
In this moment I
was frightened
drawn in
intrigued
As if I knew that these eyes
his eyes
could ****** me

and I wanted them to

I have read before
that only I
can save myself
but before
it was just rhetorical crap
and now
I know
this is the only truth
'cause I did it
I
am saved
by myself
And once I know
the taste of happiness
I am unable to lose it.
Because what is a better reason to be happy, then having brought yourself peace