my life was cut too deep and left me hurting
the love i had hoped for turned into little peaces
the dreams i held so tight lost their meaning
the face that used to be dry had tears
the heart that used to smile was bleeding
never knew if i could ever find heeling
not till that day god sent me an angle
he came into my life and wiped away all my sorrows
showed me the meaning of my dreams
treated my heart like it was made out of glass that he never wanted to break
i began to see the light that i could not find in the dark
i found the way that i was looking for
he held my hand and lifted my eyes and made me see that my sorrows are over.he became my helper in every high and lows i was going through.
whispered in my ears and said you are gonna make it.my time with him is amazing .now i began to realize that he was always there but waiting to be found .i cant believe that i found you and everything had its meaning

I watched my self push you away
I thought it was the right thing to do
I just didn't realise it will hurt this much
Tears of a broken heart are now all over my face,
Not forgetting my bleeding heart
I ask my self a thousand times,
Why did I push you away??
Each morning I open my eyes,I think of old memories,
You and I growing up together, chasing those little flies
In the streets.
I still need the lost friendship back,I want us to fix that bond
that no body could break before,but deep inside I know I should let go.the thought that I pushed you away,hunts me in my dreams too.my world is falling apart without you,if only I could handle this and bear to just hide my tears and say a word,I would honestly say,I lost a sister

little girl , you have been struggling for so long.
you , the girl so brave but lonely.
where are they now? the once who used to put
a smile on your face.
are they ever going to return just to say hi?
you cry so much at night and even thought
of turning back the hands of time.
you just wish u had wings so that
you can fly to a different world.
everything you do or try just don't work.
you tried to take your own life
but god just kept you alive.
every single day you drop a tear thinking that they will come back to wipe away your tears,
but they are gone now, they are both gone.
that goodbyes that you said was forever.

I set down and wondered
why always me ? why is it always
me that has to be alone
Is it just the thoughts running in my mind,
why do I always feel this bad about my self
Every time I walk past them
I see them laughing right in my eyes
Is it just the thought I have

I wish to become so invisible
A girl who is never to be seen
Each thought that I have
leaves me feeling shattered
It has became a daily illusion
I tried to stop it,but  yet I manage to
rise it up again, am I different?

to my surprise i keep on putting the thoughts
on paper , but yet I still cant shut it out