little girl , you have been struggling for so long.
you , the girl so brave but lonely.
where are they now? the once who used to put
a smile on your face.
are they ever going to return just to say hi?
you cry so much at night and even thought
of turning back the hands of time.
you just wish u had wings so that
you can fly to a different world.
everything you do or try just don't work.
you tried to take your own life
but god just kept you alive.
every single day you drop a tear thinking that they will come back to wipe away your tears,
but they are gone now, they are both gone.
that goodbyes that you said was forever.

I set down and wondered
why always me ? why is it always
me that has to be alone
Is it just the thoughts running in my mind,
why do I always feel this bad about my self
Every time I walk past them
I see them laughing right in my eyes
Is it just the thought I have

I wish to become so invisible
A girl who is never to be seen
Each thought that I have
leaves me feeling shattered
It has became a daily illusion
I tried to stop it,but  yet I manage to
rise it up again, am I different?

to my surprise i keep on putting the thoughts
on paper , but yet I still cant shut it out